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guineapiglover8503

guineapiglover8503

Emily
Oct 7, 2024
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I listen to lots of acoustic stuff, such as not a lot just forever by Adrianne Lenker
 
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Hana68

Hana68

Fallen đŸ–¤
Oct 12, 2024
47
I listen to Skyfall by Adele, Hurts, dance with the devil and a couple of others
 
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JustAnx

Student
Oct 12, 2024
132
Stone Sour - Bother
 
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cherryblossom

cherryblossom

aprsnwhothnksallthetimehasnthgtothnkabtexcptoughts
Oct 8, 2024
20
I listen to 4th of July by Sufjan stevens, I call it my depression song lol.


Also chamber of reflection is quite nice as well.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
It depends a lot. Sometimes a French rapper named Klem Schen (awful music, ridiculous lyrics, but so relatable it hurts), sometimes DSBM bands like Feigur or Apati, sometimes specific CTB songs such as Street Spirit by Radiohead…
 
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iceteariver

Member
Sep 10, 2024
53
for me, i know things are getting bad when i start listening to the 1975 - i've noticed a pattern that if i'm doing okay i can't stand their music, but if i want to ctb the 1975 is pretty much all i listen to
 
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NoRespawn

NoRespawn

permadeath
Jun 8, 2024
29
a lot of classics.





I listen to lots of acoustic stuff, such as not a lot just forever by Adrianne Lenker

bluegrass has my heart forever for all of their covers.
 
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sadfemboy:(

sadfemboy:(

Member
Jun 24, 2024
63
shikanoko nokonoko koshitantan????!?? :3
 
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everydaythesame

Member
Nov 19, 2023
70
All I can hear is my family abusing me when I was a child. I think I was 11 or 12 before I realised my name wasn't shut up or piss off.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,195
 
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iloveloving

Student
Aug 4, 2024
115
Songs that hold memories with others.
 
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landmine

landmine

lovesickness
Mar 12, 2023
108
i have a lot but,
 
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yumeganai

yumeganai

Member
Sep 29, 2024
41
i have a playlist filled with emo classics thats 12 hours long and i lay in bed staring at the wall while listening to it and not skipping anything
 
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falling_snow

falling_snow

Mage
Aug 9, 2023
531
vocaloid. i listen to pepoyo, maretu, and random artists
 
DeadNotSleeping

DeadNotSleeping

Another lamb that chose the slaughter
Oct 7, 2024
151
Lately it has been this cover of Lonely Day


And then this one just because it's catchy. Idk it has been on repeat for me for a while now.
 
fallendevil

fallendevil

Horrible Woman
Oct 6, 2024
792
I listen to lots of acoustic stuff, such as not a lot just forever by Adrianne Lenker
Similar as you, I also like to listen to slowcore/shoegaze/alternative surreal type songs like salvia palth, sign crushes motorist, and duster. Memoir 02 and Limerence are also great songs when you just want to let it all out.

I love music.
 
ezziiooo678

ezziiooo678

Member
Oct 11, 2024
23
i like to listen to upbeat songs like old radio songs from the 2000s/2010s to try and cheer myself up since i hate feeling suicidal
 
zenirsar

zenirsar

I Hate the Demiurge!
Aug 23, 2024
40
Nothing really... I've lost my ability to enjoy music... Sometimes I open classical music on piano to suppress outside sound.
 
ILikeJollybee

ILikeJollybee

I like cheesecake :D
Oct 13, 2024
9
I listen to lots of acoustic stuff, such as not a lot just forever by Adrianne Lenker
ARTHUR- Woof Woof
And One- Panzermensch
Darkness- In My Dreams
The Velvet Underground- After Hours
Pavement- Shady Lane
Yuki Kimura- Love and joy
Any Weezer song
Maria Asahina- Disco Gal
Among other songs d:
 
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SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

Suicide enthusiast
Sep 11, 2022
394
Mostly old nightcore childhood songs that can put what I am feeling into words.
Currently I am listening to "Miss wanna die" on repeat
 
ForeverLonely82

ForeverLonely82

Experienced
Dec 22, 2021
249
Various songs from "Paradise Lost" and "Type O Negative" and maybe some Old NIN since everything after "the Downward Spiral" was terrible.
 
nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Specialist
Sep 7, 2024
369
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Leiot

Leiot

Coming back as a cat
Oct 2, 2024
341
Moby's later stuff. He's a suicide attempt survivor and it's comforting to know I'm not the only one.
 
Tig

Tig

Student
Oct 17, 2024
171
Black label society,
Ren,
Highly Suspect,
Larkin Poe
 
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cosmic-realism

Student
Sep 7, 2024
112
4:00 AM by Taeko Ohnuki
 
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