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ylenol

ylenol

Auspicious
May 30, 2020
44
Self-pity, rumination, passivity, people who blame others and concepts for their fate or current life, hopeless talkers and people with victim mindset.
 
SparkleWater

SparkleWater

Student
Oct 13, 2020
110
my life but i feel thats kinda obvious
 
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AntisocialGG

Member
Sep 28, 2025
22
my life but i feel thats kinda obvious
Not really, if you see in the answers there are a lot of different things. But the purpose of my question is. You hate your life because you can't change things in it or you don't like yourself ? (maybe both?)
 
Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
785
First of all, I hate myself. I also don't really like our world; there's too much evil and stupidity in it
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,261
Myself, my life, my situation, my past.
 
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Andarna

Andarna

Back To The Sky
Sep 14, 2025
78
I hate those buzzing little demons...

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...and gaslighting. I can't stand gaslighting.
 
SparkleWater

SparkleWater

Student
Oct 13, 2020
110
Not really, if you see in the answers there are a lot of different things. But the purpose of my question is. You hate your life because you can't change things in it or you don't like yourself ? (maybe both?)
i guess both. Theres alot of things I can't change and while I don't hate my appearance as much as I used too i still dont like some stuff like being audhd
I hate those buzzing little demons...

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...and gaslighting. I can't stand gaslighting.
those fuckers love my fat sweaty ass
also gaslighting sucks. even worse when gaslighters try to convince you that YOUR gaslighting.
 
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TooTiredFriends

What was it like before being born?
Sep 4, 2025
2
The inevitability of death, illness, sadness and anything negative which is a core part of life for everyone. I just find it hard to accept it and be okay with it.

I'm supposed to cherish life, yet if someone offered me a bucket with 10 apples, 8 of which were tasty and 2 of which were rotten, and I had to eat all of them, I'd rather not eat any y'know? I'd consider that a terrible deal. Yet I'm supposed to be okay with a similar arrangement when it comes to life...
 
starboy2k

starboy2k

whhaazzzzzuuupppp
May 21, 2025
447
myself
my family
working (hate working for other and with people)
humans
shitty food
being uncomfortable
being bored
trauma
the world
 

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