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kyuukurin

kyuukurin

Cheerful Nihilist in Decay
Apr 15, 2026
2
Rather than hating the universe for its indifference—the five mass extinctions, the endless expansion toward destruction, or the way creatures must sacrifice each other to survive—I find myself more frustrated by the systems humans have built.

The universe is silent, it only asks us to grow, reproduce, and stay alive. But humans have created a different kind of trap. We are born into a world of responsibilities: working just to survive, chasing money, and meeting endless expectations from ourselves and others. We are told to keep the peace and care for others' feelings, which is good for harmony, but it feels so heavy when we have to sacrifice our own selves in the process.

The irony is that we are "cursed" with intelligence. Our smart brains allow us to think about things much deeper than just survival. Sure, because of this, we can enjoy beauty and do what we love, but those feelings are only temporary. We aren't allowed to stay in that peace forever.

There is always outside pressure to be "productive." In this world, if you don't produce something, you can't survive. It's completely absurd! I don't know how much longer I can endure this. This is what I hate about the world. How about you? Please, feel free to share your thoughts here. :)
 
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SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
207
Let's see... ah! Consciousness/intelligence, that's true. Imagine just being a lizard and got nothing going on in that little head.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand as I always hate this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering of existing is endless.

I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty and suffering, what is so painful to me is how the torture of existence can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, no matter what this existence should never be imposed and I'll just always find it an abomination to exist. I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all, to be conscious trapped in this tortuous existence will always be an abomination to me, I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what.
 
SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
207
I understand as I always hate this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering of existing is endless.

I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty and suffering, what is so painful to me is how the torture of existence can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, no matter what this existence should never be imposed and I'll just always find it an abomination to exist. I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all, to be conscious trapped in this tortuous existence will always be an abomination to me, I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what.
Okay maybe I'm like, exaggerating right now and I'm biased as fuck since my lover died here but genuinely,

you've been here since 2020, still alive, yet spewing rhetorics like this. I don't mean to call you out on someone's post but I've seen you multiple times saying shit like this and frankly, my guy, it's weird as hell.

Mods, come ban me. I called out an old user.
 
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Nerned

Member
Mar 2, 2026
18
I hate how art is displaced and how good people get abandoned
 

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