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kyuukurin

kyuukurin

Cheerful Nihilist in Decay
Apr 15, 2026
4
Rather than hating the universe for its indifference—the five mass extinctions, the endless expansion toward destruction, or the way creatures must sacrifice each other to survive—I find myself more frustrated by the systems humans have built.

The universe is silent, it only asks us to grow, reproduce, and stay alive. But humans have created a different kind of trap. We are born into a world of responsibilities: working just to survive, chasing money, and meeting endless expectations from ourselves and others. We are told to keep the peace and care for others' feelings, which is good for harmony, but it feels so heavy when we have to sacrifice our own selves in the process.

The irony is that we are "cursed" with intelligence. Our smart brains allow us to think about things much deeper than just survival. Sure, because of this, we can enjoy beauty and do what we love, but those feelings are only temporary. We aren't allowed to stay in that peace forever.

There is always outside pressure to be "productive." In this world, if you don't produce something, you can't survive. It's completely absurd! I don't know how much longer I can endure this. This is what I hate about the world. How about you? Please, feel free to share your thoughts here. :)
 
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SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
241
Let's see... ah! Consciousness/intelligence, that's true. Imagine just being a lizard and got nothing going on in that little head.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,368
I understand as I always hate this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering of existing is endless.

I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty and suffering, what is so painful to me is how the torture of existence can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, no matter what this existence should never be imposed and I'll just always find it an abomination to exist. I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all, to be conscious trapped in this tortuous existence will always be an abomination to me, I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what.
 
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SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
241
I understand as I always hate this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering of existing is endless.

I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty and suffering, what is so painful to me is how the torture of existence can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, no matter what this existence should never be imposed and I'll just always find it an abomination to exist. I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all, to be conscious trapped in this tortuous existence will always be an abomination to me, I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what.
Okay maybe I'm like, exaggerating right now and I'm biased as fuck since my lover died here but genuinely,

you've been here since 2020, still alive, yet spewing rhetorics like this. I don't mean to call you out on someone's post but I've seen you multiple times saying shit like this and frankly, my guy, it's weird as hell.

Mods, come ban me. I called out an old user.
 
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Nerned

Member
Mar 2, 2026
25
I hate how art is displaced and how good people get abandoned
 
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Ilovemycats

Ilovemycats

I feel like trash
Sep 26, 2025
66
I share similar views with you! But my issue lies mostly in education systems. I myself live in the Netherlands so I don't know about other education systems much.

But I hate that we have here some kind of "hierarchy" of levels in which you fit, it creates useless divides and makes some kids stop trying harder to actually get better. Not to mention the teachers level of teaching varies strongly because of the various levels which creates shitty teachers and good teachers.

Other thing is, that you're already forced to know what you want to become as a teen and build your whole future on it- Like how is a kid supposed to know what they want? Why limit the other options so early just because they chose a certain profile? It's stupid and creates unnecessary pressure..

( `ー´)
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
498
Rather than hating the universe for its indifference—the five mass extinctions, the endless expansion toward destruction, or the way creatures must sacrifice each other to survive—I find myself more frustrated by the systems humans have built.

The universe is silent, it only asks us to grow, reproduce, and stay alive. But humans have created a different kind of trap. We are born into a world of responsibilities: working just to survive, chasing money, and meeting endless expectations from ourselves and others. We are told to keep the peace and care for others' feelings, which is good for harmony, but it feels so heavy when we have to sacrifice our own selves in the process.

The irony is that we are "cursed" with intelligence. Our smart brains allow us to think about things much deeper than just survival. Sure, because of this, we can enjoy beauty and do what we love, but those feelings are only temporary. We aren't allowed to stay in that peace forever.

There is always outside pressure to be "productive." In this world, if you don't produce something, you can't survive. It's completely absurd! I don't know how much longer I can endure this. This is what I hate about the world. How about you? Please, feel free to share your thoughts here. :)
The greed of humanity.
 
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instormdrains

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Oct 29, 2025
69
I hate Taxes :(
 
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rainatthebusstop

feel free to kill me
Aug 20, 2025
230
Tbh you nailed it in one. Most of the horrible things happening in our lives right now are based on systems we have built and on people benefiting from said systems too much to meaningfully better them.

That being said, I hate how much of a misconstruction the human brain is. It's not the biggest deal or anything but the moment you become or notice you are mentally ill it kinda haunts you. Like yeah other pack animals can develop shit like anxiety or depression (look it up. cats and dogs can have depression) but not to the extent we do.
 
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Death Diviner

Sire
Sep 2, 2024
26
Uhm... living?
 
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LigottiIsRight

LigottiIsRight

Life is not worth beginning.
Jan 28, 2025
210
The responsibilities and obligations, the maintenance chores, the problems and limitations that come with being a complex organism, the stupidity of a species that isn't capable of accepting its mortality (with all the funny shit which derives from it, like the entirety of suicide prevention).
 
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Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
444
Hoo boy, I can think of a long list of reasons why I hate life. Uhh let's see:

- Life is inherently random, chaotic, and meaningless.
- You don't choose your parents, where you will be born, what time period you will be born into, and your genetics (both mental and physical).
- Your default state is hunger/thirst/exhaustion/dirtiness.
- We constantly have to avoid pain, and there are thousands of things that can hurt/kill you.
- The fact that pain and suffering exists at all and is something everybody experiences.
- Killing and eating other living, sentient beings is a NECESSITY. The food chain exists. Predator vs. Prey.
- Viruses and other infectious diseases are everywhere and you can fall ill at any time.
- Natural disasters happen all the time. This world's elements are harsh and they are against you.
- Entropy destroys everything over time.
- How cruel and evil humanity can be.
- How you can never really trust anyone.
- Social hierarchies. How there are always "winners" and "losers" in life.
- Disabilities.
- Warfare.
- Wageslavery.
- Loneliness.
- Bullying.
- Greed.
- Boredom.
- Not knowing with certainty what happens after we die, if anything happens at all.

I could go on, but I'll stop here.
 
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ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

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May 5, 2026
25
I hate humanity - for many of the reasons already mentioned by others here before. It doesn't mean I hate *everyone*, there are some amazing people, of course.
But I hate most of all SPECIESISM, how human lives are always taken to matter more than other lives, even to the point that humans MUST live at any price - we all know why we're here... I hate humanity's tyranny over the entire planet, humanity's self-righteousness, arrogance, hubris, and plain evil. Humanity's monstrous extent of overbreeding and overpopulation, invasion and destruction of the habitats of all other animals, humanity's delusion of being something other and "better" than animals, humanity's greed, intolerance, ignorance, all its pollution, deforestation, and other destruction.
I'd say at least 99.999% of all pain and suffering I've had to endure in my life was caused by humans.
I wish this beautiful Earth could be healed of the cancer that is humanity.
 
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kyuukurin

Cheerful Nihilist in Decay
Apr 15, 2026
4
Let's see... ah! Consciousness/intelligence, that's true. Imagine just being a lizard and got nothing going on in that little head.
I think it's fun being a lizard!! We just hunt our prey and never have an existential crisis, lol. The human system is far too complicated compared to that of animals (that make us suffer more...)

I understand as I always hate this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just tortures and harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering of existing is endless.

I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty and suffering, what is so painful to me is how the torture of existence can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, no matter what this existence should never be imposed and I'll just always find it an abomination to exist. I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all, to be conscious trapped in this tortuous existence will always be an abomination to me, I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what.
Aaaa, I know exactly how you feel. Many people see life as a gift. Yet, when we are granted consciousness and life, there are always consequences, pain, fear and anxiety. Whatever brings us joy is often only temporary; we are created never to feel satisfied. Actually, there are many beautiful things in this world, but I don't think they compare to the suffering that exists, do they? To be conscious and born into this world—it's just too much of a burden to bear... :(

I share similar views with you! But my issue lies mostly in education systems. I myself live in the Netherlands so I don't know about other education systems much.

But I hate that we have here some kind of "hierarchy" of levels in which you fit, it creates useless divides and makes some kids stop trying harder to actually get better. Not to mention the teachers level of teaching varies strongly because of the various levels which creates shitty teachers and good teachers.

Other thing is, that you're already forced to know what you want to become as a teen and build your whole future on it- Like how is a kid supposed to know what they want? Why limit the other options so early just because they chose a certain profile? It's stupid and creates unnecessary pressure..

( `ー´)

It's honestly ironic how human-made systems, which are supposed to help us grow, end up being the source of so much suffering. That 'hierarchy' sounds like it's just boxing kids into labels before they even get a chance to explore who they are. (╯︵╰,)

It's a bit of a reality check for me too, since I've always heard such great things about the Netherlands! It just goes to show that every system has its own 'glitch.' Forcing teens to pick a lifelong path so early feels so limiting—like we're expected to be robots with a fixed program. I'm from Southeast Asia, and while the context is different, the pressure to 'fit in' is definitely universal. Sending you much energy to navigate through all that! ₍ᵔ- ᵕ -ᵔ₎

Tbh you nailed it in one. Most of the horrible things happening in our lives right now are based on systems we have built and on people benefiting from said systems too much to meaningfully better them.

That being said, I hate how much of a misconstruction the human brain is. It's not the biggest deal or anything but the moment you become or notice you are mentally ill it kinda haunts you. Like yeah other pack animals can develop shit like anxiety or depression (look it up. cats and dogs can have depression) but not to the extent we do.
The point about the human brain being a 'misconstruction' is so spot on. It feels like a glitch where our survival instincts turned into chronic anxiety because our environment changed faster than our biology. ( 。• ﹏ •。)

It's painful because that excessive awareness makes it so hard to just 'exist' without overanalyzing everything. While animals might get depressed from their surroundings, they don't have to deal with the internal 'meta-suffering' of being aware that they are depressed. It's definitely a heavy burden to carry while trying to stay functional.
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
498
Rather than hating the universe for its indifference—the five mass extinctions, the endless expansion toward destruction, or the way creatures must sacrifice each other to survive—I find myself more frustrated by the systems humans have built.

The universe is silent, it only asks us to grow, reproduce, and stay alive. But humans have created a different kind of trap. We are born into a world of responsibilities: working just to survive, chasing money, and meeting endless expectations from ourselves and others. We are told to keep the peace and care for others' feelings, which is good for harmony, but it feels so heavy when we have to sacrifice our own selves in the process.

The irony is that we are "cursed" with intelligence. Our smart brains allow us to think about things much deeper than just survival. Sure, because of this, we can enjoy beauty and do what we love, but those feelings are only temporary. We aren't allowed to stay in that peace forever.

There is always outside pressure to be "productive." In this world, if you don't produce something, you can't survive. It's completely absurd! I don't know how much longer I can endure this. This is what I hate about the world. How about you? Please, feel free to share your thoughts here. :)
Well the productive parts makes sense and I actually agree with it. It makes logical sense. The part that I hate is the worst parts of humanity from extreme hedonism towards striving for even more self interest. It makes sense when thinking from the interest of oneself but oh well...
 
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kyuukurin

Cheerful Nihilist in Decay
Apr 15, 2026
4
Hoo boy, I can think of a long list of reasons why I hate life. Uhh let's see:

- Life is inherently random, chaotic, and meaningless.
- You don't choose your parents, where you will be born, what time period you will be born into, and your genetics (both mental and physical).
- Your default state is hunger/thirst/exhaustion/dirtiness.
- We constantly have to avoid pain, and there are thousands of things that can hurt/kill you.
- The fact that pain and suffering exists at all and is something everybody experiences.
- Killing and eating other living, sentient beings is a NECESSITY. The food chain exists. Predator vs. Prey.
- Viruses and other infectious diseases are everywhere and you can fall ill at any time.
- Natural disasters happen all the time. This world's elements are harsh and they are against you.
- Entropy destroys everything over time.
- How cruel and evil humanity can be.
- How you can never really trust anyone.
- Social hierarchies. How there are always "winners" and "losers" in life.
- Disabilities.
- Warfare.
- Wageslavery.
- Loneliness.
- Bullying.
- Greed.
- Boredom.
- Not knowing with certainty what happens after we die, if anything happens at all.

I could go on, but I'll stop here.
That's a heavy list, and honestly? I can't find a single point to disagree with. It's like we're thrown into a survival game we never signed up for, with rules that are rigged against us from the start. I especially felt the part about entropy and how our default state is just... maintenance. We spend so much energy just to stay clean, fed, and healthy, only for everything to eventually break down anyway. It makes you wonder if our high level of consciousness is more of a burden than a gift—being aware of the 'void' while having to worry about wageslavery at the same time is just... exhausting. :(

Anyway... do you really think all this suffering is a 'test' for something bigger later? Or is that just another story we tell ourselves to make the chaos feel less random? Personally, looking at the scale of pain in this world, I find it hard to see how a bit of happiness could ever 'balance' the scale. It feels more like we're just tiny specks trying to find a reason to keep going in an indifferent universe.

I hate humanity - for many of the reasons already mentioned by others here before. It doesn't mean I hate *everyone*, there are some amazing people, of course.
But I hate most of all SPECIESISM, how human lives are always taken to matter more than other lives, even to the point that humans MUST live at any price - we all know why we're here... I hate humanity's tyranny over the entire planet, humanity's self-righteousness, arrogance, hubris, and plain evil. Humanity's monstrous extent of overbreeding and overpopulation, invasion and destruction of the habitats of all other animals, humanity's delusion of being something other and "better" than animals, humanity's greed, intolerance, ignorance, all its pollution, deforestation, and other destruction.
I'd say at least 99.999% of all pain and suffering I've had to endure in my life was caused by humans.
I wish this beautiful Earth could be healed of the cancer that is humanity.

I couldn't agree more! It's honestly the ultimate irony: we have these complex brains that make us feel superior, yet we're physically fragile and our 'design' for survival is so inefficient compared to other species.
We aren't special; we're just animals with an overgrown ego. This excessive consciousness is exactly what feeds into the greed, arrogance, and other 'sins'. While other animals just exist, we create systems of tyranny and meta-suffering like depression and complex hierarchies. It's a bit of a cosmic joke, isn't it? Our 'intelligence' is the very thing destroying the habitats of much more balanced beings. Sometimes, looking at how humanity acts like a parasite, perhaps our species can make an 'accidental' self-made apocalypse—whether through our own tech or viruses—or nuclear bomb doesn't even sound like a tragedy anymore. It sounds like the earth finally catching its breath, lol!

Well the productive parts makes sense and I actually agree with it. It makes logical sense. The part that I hate is the worst parts of humanity from extreme hedonism towards striving for even more self interest. It makes sense when thinking from the interest of oneself but oh well...
I see your point about extreme hedonism and self-interest. It's like when people feel trapped in an absurd system, they overcompensate by chasing temporary pleasures or becoming overly protective of their own interests just to feel 'alive' or 'safe.'
But isn't that just another part of the cycle? We're forced into this 'productivity' trap, and then we use hedonism as a desperate escape from the exhaustion. It's a vicious cycle where humanity keeps chasing shadows because the actual foundation we built is so hollow. Our intelligence allows us to see this, yet we're often too tired from 'surviving' to actually change how we treat each other...
 
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Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
444
That's a heavy list, and honestly? I can't find a single point to disagree with. It's like we're thrown into a survival game we never signed up for, with rules that are rigged against us from the start. I especially felt the part about entropy and how our default state is just... maintenance. We spend so much energy just to stay clean, fed, and healthy, only for everything to eventually break down anyway. It makes you wonder if our high level of consciousness is more of a burden than a gift—being aware of the 'void' while having to worry about wageslavery at the same time is just... exhausting. :(

Anyway... do you really think all this suffering is a 'test' for something bigger later? Or is that just another story we tell ourselves to make the chaos feel less random? Personally, looking at the scale of pain in this world, I find it hard to see how a bit of happiness could ever 'balance' the scale. It feels more like we're just tiny specks trying to find a reason to keep going in an indifferent universe.
It's absurd, isn't it? I can really only see living/existing as an overall net negative. The bad far, far outweighs the good in this life.

What you mentioned about our high level of consciousness, and 'the void'... are you perhaps familiar with Peter Wessel Zapffe? He was a philosopher, born at the turn of the 20th century, and is considered by some to be one of the 'grandfathers' of nihilism. Zapffe's main point of contention in his philosophy was that us humans, we as a species, are too aware. We are seemingly the only living beings on Earth that are burdened by an overdeveloped consciousness. Perhaps our level of consciousness was a mistake?

I've long pondered over that question - "is this all a test?" And... I'm really not sure. If this life really is a test for something bigger that might come after, all I can say to that is, "why?" Why are we being put through this test in the first place? What for? It's baffling to me. I'm more inclined to believe that it's more likely we truly live in a random universe that does not care about us, and we exist through nothing other than sheer happenstance. We're here because we can be, and that's all there is to it. It's still mind-boggling. I wish I knew with absolute certainty what the meaning of all this is, even if there is no meaning to it at all, I still wish I knew rather than be left in the dark and have these existential questions remain forever unanswerable.

There's a video that dives deeper into Peter Zappfe's philosophy and explains it pretty well that might interest you. It's kinda long, nearly 30 minutes, but it might be worth a listen. ^^ It is audio set to random gameplay footage so you can listen to it in your free time perhaps. You can listen to it here.
 
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