disgugly

disgugly

Member
Feb 7, 2023
17
I'm so bored, like really, no dopamine goes to my brain, i'm searching something that could inteterst me. so i decided to ask how you spend your laisure time
 
m4rius

m4rius

Student
Dec 23, 2022
110
I self-experiment in my own room, with my own chemicals, with my own research.

That's my biggest hobby so far, I always look forward to it.

I also listen to music for hours, often to try to make myself cry.

Reading this forum and watching videos on another monitor.

I had many more hobbies but now it's just down to these three.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,085
Existing in this world could never be something that is interesting at all, to me. Existing is tedious, unnecessary, useless and just leads to more suffering. Basically all of my waking moments are spent wishing to be gone, it's certainly very tiring being trapped in this world with no straightforward way to leave. The best way to pass the time certainly is sleeping but of course it's easier said than done to fall asleep.
 
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cassxtho

cassxtho

Deftones Fan
Nov 8, 2022
58
Workout, cook, bake, make bracelets, study, play guitar, clean, or browse the internet and cuddle with my kitty.
 
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randy

Student
Jan 6, 2023
155
The usual stuff

ruminate over the mistakes I have made ceaselessly. Imagine the happy suburban life I could have had if I hadn't been so fearful of commitment and built a relationship with someone who was really into me but who I drove away. Wish that I treated her better. Fret about never finding love.
 
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Sleepdrifter

Student
Jun 22, 2020
151
Cooking
Music production
Walking
Bargain hunting
Films
 
vultureilse

vultureilse

ready to go, just waiting for the right time!
Dec 31, 2022
145
draw, hang out with my cat, sleep, browse the internet, watch youtube videos, listen to music, play games, daydream

i also enjoyed learning to code but i dont have a pc so cant do that anymore
 
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Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Don't you listen to your heart? (Listen to it...)
Oct 26, 2019
851
Right now not a lot because I messed up the muscles in my legs by being lazy and not getting a bicycle...

But usually...drinking beer, reading books, this forum, getting on twitch, gaming at cyber-cafes/LAN centers, trying to hustle money (panhandling...)
That's about it. I only look at porn at night as of late... it's all just guys on Twitter... I'm apart of this little Mafia circle I guess...but I'm like really debating if I should keep doing it.

I wanna get another electric guitar, an impact usb 61-key keyboard, an electronic drumset, etc..and a surfboard and keep it all in a Van that I'm trying to renovate and purchase. #vanlife ftw...
 
WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,407
Sasu, ruminate about what it would be like if I was born the wrong sex, and think about suicide.

Otherwise eat and sleep.

That's really all I do.
 
breakingpoint

breakingpoint

Humanoid
Feb 17, 2023
47
Mostly smoking weed, when I'm not smoking weed im obsessing over suicide.
Crying about being born in the wrong body and how I can't wait any longer so I'll just have to kill myself in the wrong body also.
 
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theloserestloser

Member
Nov 26, 2021
38
I don't even know tbh. I waste all day every day and I can't even pinpoint what I do besides generic internet use and sleeping
 
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iceyogurt

Member
Jan 25, 2023
17
I used to have quite a few things that I'd do. I still listen to a lot of music, sometimes play magic the gathering online if my energy and concentration allows it. I used to read a lot, DJ, play tennis etc but those have gone know and it's just a lot of time spent in my thoughts, ruminating over things and various scenarios about death.
 
$crim

$crim

skincarver
Feb 12, 2023
96
i obsessively play video games or listen to music whenever im not busy script writing/editing/voice acting.
i try to consume 30 types of media at once to make sure a single thought is unable to be formed.
 
vegasguy7022

vegasguy7022

Member
Feb 1, 2023
9
i obsessively play video games or listen to music whenever im not busy script writing/editing/voice acting.
i try to consume 30 types of media at once to make sure a single thought is unable to be formed.
Wow same, for me I need something in the background. Even a fan. Complete silence and thinking is when it'll get dangerous.
 
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skincarver
Feb 12, 2023
96
Wow same, for me I need something in the background. Even a fan. Complete silence and thinking is when it'll get dangerous.
agreed! white noise, rain sounds, and long edits of Jerma streams have been my saving grace these past few nights.
 
Tyrone Slothrop

Tyrone Slothrop

Member
Mar 10, 2023
45
I read, write, listen to music, watch anime, play vidya
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
1,517
I like creating art in various forms but can't usually attempt to do it unless I've had coffee and even then it's hit or miss.

Video games, philosophy, music, walking somewhere that is isolated from other people on a cloudy day is nice.
I need to find new topics to watch on youtube or get back into movies. The stuff I watch is getting really repititive lately which is making coping more difficult.
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
I self harm, attempt a method in hopes of succeeding or write.
 
NoLoveNoHope

NoLoveNoHope

Mage
Mar 25, 2023
555
Listen to music and browse SS. On the off-chance someone wants to do something with me we usually play some games online together.
 
tomene

tomene

Delete everything
Sep 4, 2022
9
When I'm alone hacking, watching serials, reading, gaming & smoking hash
 
miu

miu

fading innocence
Apr 27, 2023
59
napping, reading, gaming, more napping, some more reading, another nap and repeat the cycle.
 
AresCohere

AresCohere

Professional Insomniac
Apr 10, 2023
158
Sleep (if possible) or grind away on meaningless work for stuff in and out of school.

Nothing brings be joy anymore, even playing games I used to love. Everything is a chore and I sometimes just lie on the floor for hours thinking of what could of been.

Such is the life of a failure ig :3
 
Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
Masturbate
 
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TraumaEscapee:)

TraumaEscapee:)

I hate my birth family
Apr 30, 2023
128
In my spare time, I paint pictures. Other than that I am usually laying in bed for most of the day.
 
ohyouknow

ohyouknow

Member
Jun 11, 2022
76
reading and writing poetry / publishing
baking and cooking
walking? That's it!
 
SatouR

SatouR

Spiraling into insanity
Mar 29, 2023
50
Browse SS, sleeping, gaming, Youtube, drinking, and self-harm
 
sick.faery

sick.faery

Mar 18, 2021
275
netflix, tiktok doomscrolling, youtube, listening to music, adding clothes to my wishlist on places like asos even though i can never order anything, dancing in my bathroom for hours, eating, daydreaming, sleep, that sums it up. got no life
 

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