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godintheschizomind

godintheschizomind

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Oct 3, 2025
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What do you guys think of CTB by explosion, Ive been thinking of ending it by filling my mouth with some decently powerful firecrackers and lighting them up. Ive seen a photo of a man who did this in a neighbouring country when I was like 13 and the aftermath was brutal, you could barely understand what was happening in the picture, so I'm thinking it's pretty instant and foolproof. I would do a shotgun but I don't have access to guns in my country. I also am really big on leaving a splattered mess after I go just for the shits and giggles, so this would work really well from that point of view.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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interesting (tho I merely did a quick search, not a thorough analysis)
 
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MissAbyss

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I also am really big on leaving a splattered mess after I go just for the shits and giggles, so this would work really well from that point of view.
But what if it fails, then you're only left with the shits.. 😆

I've seen some aftermath pictures, so it's doable. Personally it would be too risky for me.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Sounds like a blast of a good time.
 
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closetoyou

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Aug 19, 2025
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idk how effective it would be but it'd be pretty cool
 
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Off_Switch

Off_Switch

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Aug 15, 2025
251
Wait until July 4th to do it.
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
685
Had a thought about putting a grenade in my mouth.
 
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inbekween

inbekween

an idea is like a virus.
Oct 15, 2025
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That would traumatise a bunch of people.
 
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Ladyybugged

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Oct 21, 2025
63
Could be a rad album cover if someone took pictures of the aftermath.
 
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closetoyou

closetoyou

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Aug 19, 2025
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Could be a rad album cover if someone took pictures of the aftermath.
That reminds me: the band Mayhem released an album that used a photo of the aftermath of one of their member's blowing their head off as the cover

Album name was The Dawn of The Black Hearts
 
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eternalpace

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Oct 18, 2025
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But what if it fails, then you're only left with the shits.. 😆
This is my thinking, too... Too much risk in coming away looking like crap, especially when your intent is to NOT look like crap using any given method.
 
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Hangman.

Hangman.

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May 22, 2025
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That is extremely risky and an explosive which is enough to instantly kill someone will be hard to obtain. This is not a good method in my opinion.
 

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