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mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
I play overwatch, chat with French people on tandem (language practice app), listen to music.. that's about it.
 
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ItsOverIsntIt

ItsOverIsntIt

Experienced
Sep 9, 2020
234
Go on SS, watch youtube, read fanfiction, contemplate my existence, play with my bird, listen to music
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
I watch a lot of YouTube-true crime podcasts, good mythical morning, art videos, commentary videos, h3h3....

listen to music- Jazmin Bean, Melanie Martinez, Grimes, Ashnikko, Carolina Polachek...

play games-animal crossing, Splatoon

Watch streams of games- Spiritfarer, Mario sunshine, Fall guys, Zelda...

draw/paint or do digital art

usually I watch some content while I'm doing something with"my hands" like drawing or playing games and stuff
 
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Chupacabra 44

Chupacabra 44

If boredom were a CTB method, I would be long gone
Sep 13, 2020
710
youtube, mobile games, anime, manga, music, those sorts of things. i also make up conversations in my head and laugh at my own jokes.


Here is to laughing at your own jokes! I do this as well. :pfff:

Cheers!
 
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Infinite Conscious

Infinite Conscious

Experienced
Aug 18, 2020
282
You-tube, movies, TV shows/series, NBA playoffs... and an occasional line or two of heroin to reset the clock and fill the void.
 
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Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,603
Mobile gaming, way too much time here, marijuana, reading news or reddit, and yummy snacks.
Yummy snacks are they the munchies?
 
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BipolarGuy

BipolarGuy

Enlightened
Aug 6, 2020
1,456
I spend time on here.
I also listen to music, go for walks, enjoy the occasional cider and sometimes speak to friends.
 
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Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,603
What does everyone do in their spare time to fill the void? Just curious. I watch alot of YouTube, people picking apart plot holes in movies lol I used to game alot but I get zero enjoyment out of that now
I spend most of my time either on here or masturbating.
But i NEVER let the two activities overlap.
Its very important for me to keep the two separate
 
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Shinkansen

Shinkansen

life is pain
Jul 14, 2020
615
I listen to a lot of music with my player, I carry it everywhere with me, in fact when I go out I always have headphones in my ears.
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
watch YouTube/tik tok/Netflix,
meditate,
explore new recipes,
learning German,
Strategy/FPS Gaming.
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,029
What does everyone do in their spare time to fill the void? Just curious. I watch alot of YouTube, people picking apart plot holes in movies lol I used to game alot but I get zero enjoyment out of that now
Brother I long for the void! Most days it feels like I live in a pigsty with a barbarian horde of tasmanian devil's wrecking up the place and generally shitting everywhere, so any time when I'm not working or being a dad, I'm a domestic servant... If I get an hour here or there I like to practice the old martial arts but that's now fucked because of the covid, so now it's YouTube and SS, whilst trying to avoid the vapid shit my OH drains out of the telly (Love Island, Coronation Street, Bake Off)...

Sorry that turned in to a rant.

Respect brother

DBD
 
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okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
251
its sad that i can't watch anything that i used to love , Tv series / movies / anime and all
only watch YT vids and some people gaming on Twitch ,its hard for me to focus anything
problem is now i can't even watch YT and twitch peacefully .
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Yummy snacks are they the munchies?
Yummy snacks when not stoNed, munchies when am.
I spend most of my time either on here or masturbating.
But i NEVER let the two activities overlap.
Its very important for me to keep the two separate
Lol I'm not sure what is says about me that I laughed at this.
 
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clayp

clayp

Student
Sep 24, 2020
140
I collect models. Watch classic movies. Avoid spending too much social media these days.
 
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Passerby

Passerby

Been a guest viewer on here for years
Jul 7, 2020
100
I collect models. Watch classic movies. Avoid spending too much social media these days.
Social media is a curse, good for you!
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
This forum, binge and purge, sleep, shop, wander, listen to music, spend time with my dogs
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Based. Do you have any pics?
This is the closest I could find on the webs. Its called "Dinkel Brot"
Einfaches buchweizenbrot glutenfrei vegan 38889
What does everyone do in their spare time to fill the void? Just curious. I watch alot of YouTube, people picking apart plot holes in movies lol I used to game alot but I get zero enjoyment out of that now

Sleep till about 1pm
Wash with warm and cold water
Eat a slice of marmite toast (sometimes peanut butter and jam when I feel really outrageous) and drink an ayran
Have a smoke
Read the news online browse social media and SS + random shit on the internet and have about 3 or 4 beers while doing so and listen to world music
Eat dinner
Take a nap or have a shower
If the weather is good I go to my favorite local pub where average age is about 50 (I'm 34) where sometime I can actually have some meaningful conversations
In my 20s I was big party guy socializing with a much more diverse age group but I believe I have matured
If I don't resume to go out I watch world news on TV while having a bottle mildly sweet red wine
Then I would go trainspotting to seek my death

I'm able to sustain a relatively lavish lifestyle because I live at home and the government insists I'm schizophrenic (which I vehemently deny) and get not too bad benefits.

I'm a relatively attractive male and could easily get some pussy but that doesn't interest me anymore nor does a "meaningful" relationship because I'm going to die soon.

If you view it like this some might think "why would you wan to die, seems like the perfect life".

Trust me, life is a nightmare and I have been humiliated beyond repair..
 
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Breadbfra

Breadbfra

Specialist
Jul 16, 2020
395
This is the closest I could find on the webs. Its call "Dinkel Brot"
View attachment 45511


Sleep till about 1pm
Wash with warm and cold water
Eat a slice of marmite toast (sometimes peanut butter and jam when I feel really outrageous) and drink an ayran
Have a smoke
Read the news online browse social media and SS + random shit on the internet and have about 3 or 4 beers while doing so and listen to world music
Eat dinner
Take a nap or have a shower
If the weather is good I go to my favorite local pub where average age is about 50 (I'm 34) where sometime I can actually have some meaningful conversations
In my 20s I was big party guy socializing with a much more diverse age group but I believe I have matured
If I don't resume to go out I watch world news on TV while having a bottle mildly sweet red wine
Then I would go trainspotting to seek my death

I'm able to sustain a relatively lavish lifestyle because I live at home and the government insists I'm schizophrenic (which I vehemently deny) and get not too bad benefits.

I'm a relatively attractive male and could easily get some pussy but that doesn't interest me anymore nor does a "meaningful" relationship because I'm going to die soon.

If you view like this some might think "why would you wan to die, seems like the perfect life".

Trust me, life is a nightmare and I have been humiliated beyond repair..
I LOVE IT
 
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IcyBat

Member
Sep 24, 2020
38
This is the closest I could find on the webs. Its called "Dinkel Brot"
View attachment 45511


Sleep till about 1pm
Wash with warm and cold water
Eat a slice of marmite toast (sometimes peanut butter and jam when I feel really outrageous) and drink an ayran
Have a smoke
Read the news online browse social media and SS + random shit on the internet and have about 3 or 4 beers while doing so and listen to world music
Eat dinner
Take a nap or have a shower
If the weather is good I go to my favorite local pub where average age is about 50 (I'm 34) where sometime I can actually have some meaningful conversations
In my 20s I was big party guy socializing with a much more diverse age group but I believe I have matured
If I don't resume to go out I watch world news on TV while having a bottle mildly sweet red wine
Then I would go trainspotting to seek my death

I'm able to sustain a relatively lavish lifestyle because I live at home and the government insists I'm schizophrenic (which I vehemently deny) and get not too bad benefits.

I'm a relatively attractive male and could easily get some pussy but that doesn't interest me anymore nor does a "meaningful" relationship because I'm going to die soon.

If you view like this some might think "why would you wan to die, seems like the perfect life".

Trust me, life is a nightmare and I have been humiliated beyond repair..


Are you currently (or did you ever) smoke weed?
 
StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Are you currently (or did you ever) smoke weed?
In that past I smoked on occasions I was never a true "pothead" and that sense. Last four years haven't touched the stuff just doesn't go with my vibes.
 
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IcyBat

Member
Sep 24, 2020
38
In that past I smoked on occasions I was never a true "pothead" and that sense. Last four years haven't touched the stuff just doesn't go with my vibes.

I'm often fantasizing about smoking weed again (have smoked barely since March 2019).

Before March 2019 I've always had positive experiences using weed and was a daily smoker. Now I don't have money anymore but I wish I could find out if it would still heal my depression or if that effect vanished.

Because you wrote that you have access to at least some money, I was wondering if you tried weed to heal the depression.
 
StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
I LOVE IT
Thank you I considered making another one.. just "didn't get around to it".
Because you wrote that you have access to at least some money, I was wondering if you tried weed to heal the depression.
Nah, it just makes very passive and reclusive. I'm more of a "social drinker" if you can put it like that.
 
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Sinkinshyp

Sinkinshyp

Paragon
Sep 7, 2020
947
I'm currently sat watching American horror story for the first time, its so weird lol, if I turn all the lights off and just concentrate on it. It takes me away from the real world for a short time.

I love that series. Its crazy but each season is related to true things that happened. I love how they use the same actors/actresses in each season and they play different characters. I've completely forgot about it. Now I might go watch it from season 7 up to get re caught up with it. Thank you for mentioning it. I hope you're enjoying watching it. It's truly a really great series.
 
Insertname1

Insertname1

Student
Sep 21, 2020
188
I love that series. Its crazy but each season is related to true things that happened. I love how they use the same actors/actresses in each season and they play different characters. I've completely forgot about it. Now I might go watch it from season 7 up to get re caught up with it. Thank you for mentioning it. I hope you're enjoying watching it. It's truly a really great series.
I absolutely love it, finished season 2 in just over a day lol
 
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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,059
I play WoW whenever I have time.
 
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Sinkinshyp

Sinkinshyp

Paragon
Sep 7, 2020
947
I absolutely love it, finished season 2 in just over a day lol

Since you are watching an entire season in a day... let me know when you are half way with season 6. I think that was one of the shorter ones. Maybe we can watch 7 together as in we start it at the same time and we can comment back and forth! if you're up to that pm me when almost done with season 6. I think my son died season 7 and thats where I get fuzzy on it.
I play WoW whenever I have time.
have you ever tried eq2? I used to play wow. I have off and on since release. I think the last time I played it though is 4 yrs ago. I've been stuck on eq2
 
Insertname1

Insertname1

Student
Sep 21, 2020
188
Since you are watching an entire season in a day... let me know when you are half way with season 6. I think that was one of the shorter ones. Maybe we can watch 7 together as in we start it at the same time and we can comment back and forth! if you're up to that pm me when almost done with season 6. I think my son died season 7 and thats where I get fuzzy on it.

have you ever tried eq2? I used to play wow. I have off and on since release. I think the last time I played it though is 4 yrs ago. I've been stuck on eq2
I wont be around for season 6, I will have ctb by then
 
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