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What do you do when you have really bad suicidal thoughts? if none of these are it, specify below!

  • draw/write

    Votes: 29 21.3%
  • nsfw stuff

    Votes: 39 28.7%
  • listen to music

    Votes: 86 63.2%
  • game

    Votes: 50 36.8%
  • talk to friends

    Votes: 24 17.6%
  • cry

    Votes: 72 52.9%
  • eat

    Votes: 33 24.3%
  • binge

    Votes: 32 23.5%
  • exercise

    Votes: 7 5.1%
  • go for a walk

    Votes: 23 16.9%

  • Total voters
    136
BBY

BBY

Done for.
Feb 18, 2023
93
I usually draw, cry, maybe cut or just jork it. But when I can I smoke some weed.
 
NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

知らないわ 周りのことなど 私は私 それだけ
Feb 22, 2022
249
Make a plan to end it
 
DoneWithThisLife

DoneWithThisLife

Betrayed and Broken
Apr 30, 2024
73
I. Play games on my phone
2. Ruminate
3. Cry
4. Hide under the covers and try, but fail, to sleep
 
P

pulleditnearlyoff

Experienced
Apr 26, 2024
239
stay in the shower or if possible the bath, and wallow in the thoughts until i have to leave

because most of my time is spent distracting myself from them, but it's getting harder
i kinda answered the question backwards, sorry
I do and feel exactly the same! I sometimes sit in bath for hours.
 

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