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LoverofAnimals

LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
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I often find it hard to find things to do when I am so depressed that I don't feel like doing anything.

Was wondering what you guys do when you are very depressed, to fill the time. Sleeping doesn't count 😜
 
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mysticatedwine

mysticatedwine

rotting autistic sun
Mar 4, 2025
204
watch mind-numbing comforting youtube videos. often it'll be reaction videos on media that i like or let's play on video games that i already know.

lately i've been watching a lot of these shitpost-ey build battle minecraft videos, as well as plants vs zombies modded let's plays

also porn.
 
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LoverofAnimals

LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
185
I do that as well. I've also been watching modded PvZ 2 videos. Reflourished to be exact. They are strangely fascinating to watch 😄
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
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I often find it hard to find things to do when I am so depressed that I don't feel like doing anything.

Was wondering what you guys do when you are very depressed, to fill the time. Sleeping doesn't count 😜
I spend way, way, way too much time on this forum
 
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mysticatedwine

mysticatedwine

rotting autistic sun
Mar 4, 2025
204
I do that as well. I've also been watching modded PvZ 2 videos. Reflourished to be exact. They are strangely fascinating to watch 😄
i havent gotten a lot into pvz 2 but this looks like a very neat mod! i've really been into PvZ fusion (mod where you can merge plants to make them stronger), its also pretty interesting ☺️
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
508
For me, what helps is going for a walk which is at least 30 minutes long. That gets me out of bed and I burn calories while doing it so I feel better. Otherwise I just doomscroll and watch random youtube videos.
 
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LoverofAnimals

LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
185
i havent gotten a lot into pvz 2 but this looks like a very neat mod! i've really been into PvZ fusion (mod where you can merge plants to make them stronger), its also pretty interesting ☺️

Reflourished is incredibly difficult, to the point where you want to pull the hairs out of your head.

I didn't know about that mod. Thank you for sharing 🙂
 
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MissAbyss

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Jul 20, 2025
585
Sleep.... Ah, too bad there goes my answer.

Lately, spending way too much time on Sasu. Watching movies or documentaries. Listening music, reading, entertain my dog. All other hobbies are not feasible at the moment.
 
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LoverofAnimals

LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
185
Sleep.... Ah, too bad there goes my answer.

Lately, spending way too much time on Sasu. Watching movies or documentaries. Listening music, reading, entertain my dog. All other hobbies are not feasible at the moment.

Really wish I could watch movies and documentaries. That would be amazing. I'm way too depressed for that. Can't even follow the plot with all the flashbacks.
 
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darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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I try to distract myself, listen to music, drinking coffee, reading the posts on sasu, playing the forum games
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,265
Keep myself busy as much as I can to the point of exhaustion. Doom scrolling or in space (in my head) and isolate
 
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LoverofAnimals

LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
185
Wish I could take the depression of all of you with me when I pass. It's so hard to get through the days with almost nothing to do. That many of you have the same problem is heartbreaking to read.

A big hug for you all, and I wish you all the strength in the world 🤗

Thank you for sharing 💝
 
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dhk96

dhk96

Student
May 8, 2018
181
Reddit. YouTube/Netflix. Mobile idle games (with predatory monetization 😔). Music.

I also just walk a lot. Walking makes it harder to think and it also gives me a routine/something to focus on to avoid having to confront reality. I wish I could play games again but I don't have the energy to focus on them. Haven't been able to in years.

But more recently, forum games in the off-topic section on SaSu 🫡
 
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Tiny Little Tree

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Jan 25, 2021
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log on to here again :)
 
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LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
185
I used to play video games a lot, but it started giving me more migraines. Even the simplest 2D game does it. It's a real shame because there are so many types of games to play. You could fill lifetimes with it. Tried many remedies, from ginger, travel sickness medication, aimovig, and so on. Even tried to tape one eye closed once to see if that made a difference 😅
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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What I've done today- lay in bed or on the couch. Refreshing this page a lot today. I sometimes doomscroll but I can't today. The negativity is getting to be too much. I've done almost nothing for a month. Tonight I promised someone I'd go to a concert with them. I promised months ago before I was back in this spot. Anyway i tried getting out of it but for reasons I'll keep private I am going. It scares me.
 
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LoverofAnimals

LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
185
What I've done today- lay in bed or on the couch. Refreshing this page a lot today. I sometimes doomscroll but I can't today. The negativity is getting to be too much. I've done almost nothing for a month. Tonight I promised someone I'd go to a concert with them. I promised months ago before I was back in this spot. Anyway i tried getting out of it but for reasons I'll keep private I am going. It scares me.

That sucks! Wishing you a lot of strength. Good luck! 🍀
 
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