tramaj
God's punching bag
- Jul 8, 2023
- 17
I started to get bullied from the first year of middle school. I was, and still am, uglier than my classmates. Bullying continued in high school, where it reached its peak (i was never physically hurt, but I received a lot of insults and things like that). Now that I'm in university, i don't get bullied anymore, but i can still hear people talking about me behind my back. I always tought that plastic surgery could have saved me, but i realised that my brain is too fucked up to be able to return to normal.
I have a ton of other problems because of my face: i don't have friends, my father thinks that i'm a failure, my mother is always thinking if she's responsible for my situation, i'm scared of people, i'm always anxious about going outside and something more that i don't want to add to the list.
At the moment i'm just waiting for my grandpa to leave, so i don't have to worrie about making him sad.
I have a ton of other problems because of my face: i don't have friends, my father thinks that i'm a failure, my mother is always thinking if she's responsible for my situation, i'm scared of people, i'm always anxious about going outside and something more that i don't want to add to the list.
At the moment i'm just waiting for my grandpa to leave, so i don't have to worrie about making him sad.
