I've had depression most of my life (I believe mostly from the MTHFR gene) but I usually had hopes for the future. I started getting sick a couple years ago with a neurological illness and that has made me suicidal due to such a decrease in quality of life. And loss of hope as well.
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Death, a lot of death around me, and taking on many responsibilities at a very young age, accompanied by other unfortunate events
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Being denied all the opportunities in life, not being able to become my own person and have my own life.
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