What attracts you most to your method?

[leloyon]

I prefer the more violent methods, mostly due to the fact that they are more immediate rather than slow. Particularly firearms, jumping or via train, though I have recently become attracted to self-immolation (not that I would try that, too painful for me). It just feels right for me, "pulling the trigger" in some capacity, whether literally or figuratively via stepping off a building or onto a train track. And after it's pulled, you're already dead.
Explosives have always seemed particularly attractive to me, too. What a way to go.
I guess another reason why these methods are appealing to me specifically is that I have immense hatred for myself and my body, so the fact that all of these involve disfiguring or even outright destroying the entire body is also appealing.

 

[Vegan Antinatalist]

My method is hanging, and full suspension is preferred.

I want something that is almost 100 percent effective once you step off that stool. And I can deal with some of the extra pain if it means a better chance it will be successful. From what I have seen in a number of videos, people pass out pretty quickly.

And there is some science research that reviewed streamed hanging suicides and most people were unconscious in a few seconds. The longest was 15 seconds.

Every day, I am getting closer to my CTB date.

I'm attracted to my method because I wont have to do it. Too nervous to elaborate, but I absolutely can't wait. I'm finally free and so excited.
I'm close to my date too. Tomorrow I am giving one last shot at obtaining a life I can bear with, and if it fails then I'm setting off with my plan. Either way, I will finally be free soon! ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

 

[MBG]

Yeah, hanging sucks. The movies make it look a lot easier haha.

Same with poisoning yourself or shooting yourself in the head.

 

[ApparentlyNot]

R2D ReBreather lll for inert gas asphyxiation
https://r2d.respiro.global/

+ no violence, not gory
+ no trauma for me ("pretty" corpse), first responders (who often end up with PTSD) or unintended witnesses. No mess for someone else to clean up.
+ no pain
+ quick
+ sure death vs surviving but in even worse condition
+ affordable $250 + $45 S/H
+ no travel required
+ can CTB at home, in car or any isolated place
+ no loud sounds, bright flashes, noxious smells or poisonous gases, liquids or solids produced or left behind
+ no medical doctor required
+ no prescription medications needed
+ no assistance required
+ no shelf life (expiration date) Buy it, store it, use it when you want.
+ uses a single small 18 g argon or nitrogen gas cartridge readily, easily and inexpensively available online ($40 from Amazon)
+ no justification for more gun control laws

woah woah woah what, this sounds too good to be true, can anyone order it? you can just order this thing, get something that costs 40 bucks (the gas cartridge) and... thats it? no 500 extra things I need to buy and learn about? inert gas asphyxiation has always been ideal for me but it seems so complicated and expensive, and I'd have to order a massive tank of pressurized gas and get tubes and regulators and keep all that shit hidden, and I couldn't do it easily in any place other than my home (where my husband would find me and I don't want that), and all that has pushed me away from it, among many other reasons. for 250$ +shipping I can just get this thing? hell, I was about to spend that on a CO detector/analyzer alone. and for just a little extra I can have everything I need? what is the catch? I just bought some shit to do CO with charcoal in a tent, but I'll return that shit if this is as good as it sounds.

 

[Pipsqueak!]

My ideal method of suicide would be some sort of overdose (Like on SN) which would be even better if I could do it with a partner. But honestly because of my current circumstances this'll probably never happen :(.

 

[blue_muse]

My method's attractive because possessing it is legal. I know N is the dream option, but the cons outweigh the pros; seizure, authorities, getting scammed etc.

 

[FuneralCry]

The method that I would see as being the most desirable is inaccessible for me and not even legal, it's certainly such a hellish world we exist in where methods like Nembutal are denied from us, it's so inhumane how we cannot just leave in peace but of course how peaceful and reliable this method would be is why it's so appealing.

 

[Zaphkiel]

woah woah woah what, this sounds too good to be true, can anyone order it? you can just order this thing, get something that costs 40 bucks (the gas cartridge) and... thats it? no 500 extra things I need to buy and learn about? inert gas asphyxiation has always been ideal for me but it seems so complicated and expensive, and I'd have to order a massive tank of pressurized gas and get tubes and regulators and keep all that shit hidden, and I couldn't do it easily in any place other than my home (where my husband would find me and I don't want that), and all that has pushed me away from it, among many other reasons. for 250$ +shipping I can just get this thing? hell, I was about to spend that on a CO detector/analyzer alone. and for just a little extra I can have everything I need? what is the catch? I just bought some shit to do CO with charcoal in a tent, but I'll return that shit if this is as good as it sounds.

Yeah need more infos on this... Seems as fishy as it is dreamy

 

[S u i c i d e]

My methods are overdosing and cutting.
On my last overdose, I didn't feel any pain and fainted quickly. Cutting won't be a problem for me, since I've been hurting myself for years.
Nothing and no one will stop me from doing it.

 

[love_peep]

What attracts me most about my method is that if I change my mind it will be too late to resist and self-preservation will not win this time I hope you succeed

 

[Zaphkiel]

@GasMonkey What do you make of the rebreather mentioned earlier?

 

[hunterfla]

SN

I first heard of this when the actor Matthew Mindler used it to ctb. Only the news reported it as sodium nitrAte and even showed a photo of it on the news story. So me, none the wiser, ordered nitrAte. It wasn't until I was reading more about him and his method that I found SS and learned it's actually nitrIte that I needed. Fortunately I was able to order that in time, since they practically made it impossible to obtain just months later.

On a side note, I'm not sure if it was just a typo/hoax on the part of the family/media or if he actually did use nitrate, but either way something tells me he didn't follow any specific "protocol" that seems to be the subject of so many posts here. So to answer the question, what drew me to it is (*was) the ease of access and execution of the method.

Previously, I was considering partial, especially after the stories of how (seemingly) easily it worked for Robin Williams, Kate Spade, and several others recently. But I think SN is the way to go.

 

[cscott]

R2D ReBreather lll for inert gas asphyxiation
https://r2d.respiro.global/

+ no violence, not gory
+ no trauma for me ("pretty" corpse), first responders (who often end up with PTSD) or unintended witnesses. No mess for someone else to clean up.
+ no pain
+ quick
+ sure death vs surviving but in even worse condition
+ affordable $250 + $45 S/H
+ no travel required
+ can CTB at home, in car or any isolated place
+ no loud sounds, bright flashes, noxious smells or poisonous gases, liquids or solids produced or left behind
+ no medical doctor required
+ no prescription medications needed
+ no assistance required
+ no shelf life (expiration date) Buy it, store it, use it when you want.
+ uses a single small 18 g argon or nitrogen gas cartridge readily, easily and inexpensively available online ($40 from Amazon)
+ no justification for more gun control laws

Have u ordered this or has it been used before ?

When it says cartridges what does that mean no more big tanks to buy ?

 

[beforeistoolate]

I'm choosing PHENObarbital because:

*Lowest risk to experience suffocation
*Painless
*No side effects in case of failure

 

[GasMonkey]

@GasMonkey What do you make of the rebreather mentioned earlier?

You fill a reservoir bag and inhale from it on-demand using one-way valves, basically mimicking what a SCUBA setup does but with a mouth&nose mask instead of a full face mask. I wonder what's the total volume of the reservoir bag, doesn't look very big so it definitely plays with the known fact that cessation of breathing happens fast (2~3 minutes). I also wonder how the breathing resistance of the system feels. It doesn't work on positive pressure so that's something to keep in mind.

Btw that's no longer a "ReBreather". ​

When it says cartridges what does that mean no more big tanks to buy ?

You don't need a big tank to CTB, in fact Dr Philip Nitschke recommends in the PPeH a small 2L 200bar cylinder which is 43cm tall and weights 3,5kg. People buy bigger tanks to feel more confident in the setup, or to run tests, or to do purity checkings, etc.​

 

[Sad Avocado]

I prefer the more violent methods, mostly due to the fact that they are more immediate rather than slow. Particularly firearms, jumping or via train, though I have recently become attracted to self-immolation (not that I would try that, too painful for me). It just feels right for me, "pulling the trigger" in some capacity, whether literally or figuratively via stepping off a building or onto a train track. And after it's pulled, you're already dead.
Explosives have always seemed particularly attractive to me, too. What a way to go.
I guess another reason why these methods are appealing to me specifically is that I have immense hatred for myself and my body, so the fact that all of these involve disfiguring or even outright destroying the entire body is also appealing.

So my first choice was jumping, but while doing a little bit of research on this website i found out that 10-15 meters is not enough even on hard concrete so I had to switch because the only taaller buildings in my city are residential and you actually have to have a key to access them. Unfortunately in the EU there are too many gun laws and they are highly restricted, like to get one you sometimes have to wait a whole years so I couldn't really consider it. I wont go with a train because i dont want to traumatise anyone or put any other life in danger so when I found out about SN it sounded like the perfect solution for me. Relatively quick, almost totally painless, and with a really high success rate and even if I don't succeed it won't leave me permanently damaged or something like that. So I will go with it and just fall asleep

 

[cscott]

Btw that's no longer a "ReBreather".

You don't need a big tank to CTB, in fact Dr Philip Nitschke recommends in the PPeH a small 2L 200bar cylinder which is 43cm tall and weights 3,5kg. People buy bigger tanks to feel more confident in the setup, or to run tests, or to do purity checkings, etc.[/JUSTIFY]

Yh I seen that in the pph & in peoples set up but I put big tanks as to compare to what are cartridges then ? Even smaller baby tanks or something ?

 

[bea_bivng]

Acho que você se cortou. Você os esconde?

I only hide them when I go out but basically everyone in the family knows I cut myself haha

 

[MBG]

Have u ordered this or has it been used before ?

When it says cartridges what does that mean no more big tanks to buy ?

No, I haven't ordered one yet and have not seen one. I joined SanSui recently to be able to search around to see what folk here thought of it. I read threads and posts about previous versions but didn't find much about the new third release. So I took it upon myself to post about it so experts here would discuss it and give their opinions.

I have NO relationship (financial or otherwise) with the manufacturer. I'm just a guy who will need to ctb within a few years max if my specialist's diagnosis is correct and the R2D ReBreather lll sounds like the best method next to the Sarco pod, IMHO. In some ways this is even better than the Sarco even if the use of a Sarco was available nearby.

 

[cscott]

No, I haven't ordered one yet and have not seen one. I joined SanSui recently to be able to search around to see what folk here thought of it. I read threads and posts about previous versions but didn't find much about the new third release. So I took it upon myself to post about it so experts here would discuss it and give their opinions.

I have NO relationship (financial or otherwise) with the manufacturer. I'm just a guy who will need to ctb within a few years max if my specialist's diagnosis is correct and the R2D ReBreather lll sounds like the best method next to the Sarco pod, IMHO. In some ways this is even better than the Sarco even if the use of a Sarco was available nearby.

Ok.. your last bit was a bit extra as I was asking about the cartridges not whether u had a relationship with the manufacturer.. but ur post seemed pretty confident in all the reasons why it works so thought u had known more on it…

All in the best in ur search anywho
Thanks

 

[leloyon]

So my first choice was jumping, but while doing a little bit of research on this website i found out that 10-15 meters is not enough even on hard concrete so I had to switch because the only taaller buildings in my city are residential and you actually have to have a key to access them. Unfortunately in the EU there are too many gun laws and they are highly restricted, like to get one you sometimes have to wait a whole years so I couldn't really consider it. I wont go with a train because i dont want to traumatise anyone or put any other life in danger so when I found out about SN it sounded like the perfect solution for me. Relatively quick, almost totally painless, and with a really high success rate and even if I don't succeed it won't leave me permanently damaged or something like that. So I will go with it and just fall asleep

You could look into lockpicking, that is what I was planning on doing until I realised that my city has a 250ft building that is completely abandoned for some reason.

 

[alivefornow]

I bought SN and got caught with it. Spent 4 months in psych ward.

What attracted me to it was effectiveness and going in my sleep. I tried partial hanging twice but "saved myself" twice, and just couldn't bring myself to jump.

 

[ctb-soon]

I bought SN and got caught with it. Spent 4 months in psych ward.

What attracted me to it was effectiveness and going in my sleep. I tried partial hanging twice but "saved myself" twice, and just couldn't bring myself to jump.

How did you feel when the partials failed - you needed to look for something new?

 

[alivefornow]

How did you feel when the partials failed - you needed to look for something new?

After I got on meds my suicidal urges diminished, so I had the clarity needed to plan an SN attempt.

 

[Decided98]

I saw a few real suicide videos by hanging and on by SN and I gotta say SN method looked much more peaceful…. Maybe I'm wrong though…..

Yeh where did you see SN videos?

 

[ctb-soon]

What attracts me most about my method is that if I change my mind it will be too late to resist and self-preservation will not win this time I hope you succeed

My feeling exactly with full suspension hanging

I'm attracted to my method because I wont have to do it. Too nervous to elaborate, but I absolutely can't wait. I'm finally free and so excited.
I'm close to my date too. Tomorrow I am giving one last shot at obtaining a life I can bear with, and if it fails then I'm setting off with my plan. Either way, I will finally be free soon! ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

I hope you find peace!

 

[rizzpi]

My method shooting myself (is there a term for that I don't know of?)

But not at home it would have to be far, far away I don't want people to see me with my brains blown out. I kind would feel bad if they saw that.
But throughout my life I have been more comfortable with guns my dad used to hunt a lot so I kind of grew up around them. And I have my own shotgun that I constantly look at and point at myself. And it would probably be the easiest way for me to not back out of something yknow like hanging which I tried but gave up after a while trying. But I guess knowing I won't have to wait for a while when I pull the trigger makes me feel a little better.

 

[ctb-soon]

My method shooting myself (is there a term for that I don't know of?)

But not at home it would have to be far, far away I don't want people to see me with my brains blown out. I kind would feel bad if they saw that.
But throughout my life I have been more comfortable with guns my dad used to hunt a lot so I kind of grew up around them. And I have my own shotgun that I constantly look at and point at myself. And it would probably be the easiest way for me to not back out of something yknow like hanging which I tried but gave up after a while trying. But I guess knowing I won't have to wait for a while when I pull the trigger makes me feel a little better.

I think guns is a very common form of CTB, much more than you read in discussions here. It and explosives are the number 1 methods followed my hanging.

I am still partial to full suspension hanging. when I have watched gore (not that really like it) people are unconscious very quickly

But I hope you find peace

 

[Vincent98]

I saw a few real suicide videos by hanging and on by SN and I gotta say SN method looked much more peaceful…. Maybe I'm wrong though…..

where did you find a video of a real SN suicide? I would love to have access to that

 

[brainwormz]

honestly i don't know right now. I have been thinking about driving to a state where my psychiatric record won't restrict me from buying a loud toy and going to deception falls with it. I'll swallow the toy and turn it on for the first and lack time in a beautiful place where i will be found along side my note. but i don't really have the money for that.
slitting ur wrists is so much harder than it looks. I have tried a few times. the stupid scars never stop itching. I don't find any method attractive. they all seem to have similar downsides to me. i just want to die without having a panic attack.