what are your resolutions for 2024 ?

[LunarLynx]

It can be about CTB'ing, or anything. Express youself

for me it's either catching the bus or doing a recovery. I hate being between these 2 states of mind and I want it to end.

What about you ?

 

[until death]

Suicide

 

[Pg.964]

I want to be in less pain, don't know how to get there but that's all I want

 

[LunarLynx]

I want to be in less pain, don't know how to get there but that's all I want

Hope you'll find what make you in pain, and find how to fix it

 

[Sleeper System]

Just do my best to destract myself from CTB'ing because I'd be leaving with too many loose ends and that bothers me.
The time is not right no matter how badly I want to stop this suffering of repetition and going nowhere.
I want to try to find some fake temporary happiness every once in awhile and just keep going until I hit rock bottom.
So basically, the same thing I've tried to do every year for the past 12 years.

 

[LunarLynx]

Just do my best to destract myself from CTB'ing because I'd be leaving with too many loose ends and that bothers me.
The time is not right no matter how badly I want to stop this suffering of repetition and going nowhere.
I want to try to find some fake temporary happiness every once in awhile and just keep going until I hit rock bottom.
So basically, the same thing I've tried to do every year for the past 12 years.

Hope you'll succeed to do this this year. I wish you good luck for it

 

[Abyssal]

Die

 

[Sleeper System]

@Abyssal does not sugar coat lol

 

[Freimann]

I'd say getting a gun, paying my credit card debt and ctb'ing before June, although I plan to do it as soon as I get the gun.

 

[koro]

I just hope something happens that makes my life more "interesting" or less annoying to endure (this includes ctb, if only I could bring myself tho)

 

[Nymph]

I'm sort of recovering. I need to get a driving license but I hate driving and I wish I never signed up for it, but I was coerced into it and now I have to finish it. I also need to find a job…I was looking for it for like 4 months with no success and then I had to take a break because of surgery

 

[Shimidori]

Find that "spark" that will make me think twice before attempting partial hanging once more, before I don't doubt for the second time.

I have people around me, but none of them are capable of lighting that spark within me. Will something happen this year that does?

 

[oddetoad]

a peaceful CTB but right now it feels like the gym idea that we always just procrastinate ..
i hate having to have to kill myself because i view the act as despicable as having kids.. it's just a disgusting act in my eyes

 

[piddincir]

Find that "spark" that will make me think twice before attempting partial hanging once more, before I don't doubt for the second time.

I have people around me, but none of them are capable of lighting that spark within me. Will something happen this year that does?

I found that spark, kept me and my wife alive for 10 years . She recently took her own life and now im left broken and can't see a life without her.

I would love to take my savings and go travelling but I don't think I can

 

[Sleeper System]

I found that spark, kept me and my wife alive for 10 years . She recently took her own life and now im left broken and can't see a life without her.

I would love to take my savings and go travelling but I don't think I can

That is heart breaking and im so sorry for lose.
I would take out a loan and just go do it. Fuck it.
If you plan to ctb then all the more reason.

I'd say getting a gun, paying my credit card debt and ctb'ing before June, although I plan to do it as soon as I get the gun.

Paying off bills would not even really be on my list of things to do unless someone else was tied to my debt.
If anything id be getting more into debt because I wouldn't have to pay it off.

I just hope something happens that makes my life more "interesting" or less annoying to endure (this includes ctb, if only I could bring myself tho)

This.

 

[Gonnerr]

It can be about CTB'ing, or anything. Express youself

for me it's either catching the bus or doing a recovery. I hate being between these 2 states of mind and I want it to end.

What about you ?

Same here.

 

[Unattainable666]

It can be about CTB'ing, or anything. Express youself

for me it's either catching the bus or doing a recovery. I hate being between these 2 states of mind and I want it to end.

What about you ?

I am not allowing anyone in my life who disrespects me or treats me less than what I deserve. I'm cleaning house, blocking the assholes who affected me in 2023.

 

[HollowDrop]

I'll attempt to stop wasting all my money at the bar. Drinking my money and physical safety away at the bar has entirely ruined me.

 

[nightlygem]

I'd like to meet more people like me and try to help others recover (those willing, of course).

 

[Greyscale]

Find SN as soon as possible.

It'll act as a motivator to do things more efficiently.

 

[misophoned]

To catch that bus
To catch that bus

 

[Anon1337]

2024 will be my last year.

 

[AInilam]

Hoping I can come by another peaceful method. I really don't want to have to resort to a more painful/uncomfortable method but if that ends up being the case, so be it.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I'd say getting a gun, paying my credit card debt and ctb'ing before June, although I plan to do it as soon as I get the gun.

OMG, if you plan on CTB I'd say fck the debt. Especially if you have no estate that the creditors can go after. These greedy, predatory credit card companies can go fck themselves.

 

[Freimann]

OMG, if you plan on CTB I'd say fck the debt. Especially if you have no estate that the creditors can go after. These greedy, predatory credit card companies can go fck themselves.

The problem is the time frame. I'll most likely have to use it before ctb, so I gotta pay it. But otherwise I'd just send them to shit, fuck banks.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I got nothing. Resolutions are pointless to me

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Ctb before January is over

 

[rozeske]

To hopefully catch the bus before 2024 gets here

 

[colorlesshue]

suicide, it's now or spend the rest of my fuckass life working for a shitty corperation. fuck capitalism. as nice as recovery sounds, it doesn't feel like a option anymore

 

[Decided98]

Waiting for the suicide waiting period on my life insurance and suiciding in November so just working and just waiting it sucks