Discussion What are your plans for your last day?

[Queer_Kenny]

Take a walk for one last coffee, then, return to my apartment, stand on the chair, slip the noose around my neck and end it.

 

[Tabbyql]

Stay in a nice and comfortable hotel, have a few drinks and some nice food with music. And do what needs to be done.

 

[marcusuk63]

I'm thinking of going camping in a remote, wooded area near me. I'll bring a tent, some charcoal, some alcohol, and a nice, juicy steak. Once I'm drunk, and have finished my last meal, I'll bring the charcoal inside the tent and take a forever-long nap.

That is exactly how i was thinking of CTB too

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

That is exactly how i was thinking of CTB too

Wanna go camping together?

 

[marcusuk63]

Wanna go camping together?

what country are you in ?

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

what country are you in ?

Unfortunately, I'm in the US. You're from England, right. English boys are so hot, imo. But that's another subject entirely.

 

[marcusuk63]

Unfortunately, I'm in the US. You're from England, right. English boys are so hot, imo. But that's another subject entirely.

shame would be better having a last meal and falling asleep forever with someone

 

[agateaqua]

After making sure everything important (my will , letters for my son, and financial documents/account info etc) is arranged where it can be found , I will take up smoking again . Just a pack or two. I quit more then 10 years ago and want to experience that again. Won't matter anymore anyway.
Not sure what else I could possibly want. I would have said my goodbyes to my loved ones.

 

[SNandTonic]

Somewhere, someone is writing the cliché in their journal "And I saw the world, as if for the first time."

But when you're certain you're going to die, you may encounter a similar awareness. You may zero in on minute details and see the world, as if for the last time. The person who plans with certainty on exiting this world may go for a walk, or eat a favorite meal, or simply do what they have been doing, but with this awareness by their side that heightens sensory experience and frees it from extraneous baggage.

Do you know what the hell I'm talking about? Even if you don't, what are your plans for your last day?

At the moment, my last day will be the day before my birthday. I will be tying up a few loose ends like making sure my journal doesn't fall in the wrong hands and start working on making my room airtight and getting everything together. I am hoping to see my best friend one last time but not really disclosing anything to him (I hope I don't simply break into tears). I am also planning to eat a pot cake to celebrate my birth and soon to be deathday and leave this world not feeling as shitty as I usually do.

 

[staphaureus]

Probably get everything in order. Make sure letters are written.

 

[Thin Chew]

Going to hang myself by using partial again tonight
At 1 am. My plan is to find a way to freaking stop my survival instinct

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

I just want to go. Get the hell outta here. Nothing left I want to experience that I have a good chance of experiencing.

 

[Thin Chew]

I just want to go. Get the hell outta here. Nothing left I want to experience that I have a good chance of experiencing.

Why are you still here tho. I'm here because of that survival instinct

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

Why are you still here tho. I'm here because of that survival instinct

Fear of pain on the way out. Eventually the technology for a reliably painless, fast death will be well developed and available enough.

 

[Thin Chew]

Fear of pain on the way out. Eventually the technology for a reliably painless, fast death will be well developed and available enough.

@NoLifeNoPain did mention a way to suicide without pain using partial. Hanging

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

@NoLifeNoPain did mention a way to suicide without pain using partial. Hanging

I understand it seems irrational to many other suicidal people, but I won't be putting a rope around my neck anymore than I would slit my own wrists. It's deeply unsettling to me and not among the final thoughts I want to have. Guess each of us has to find the methods we can actually move forward with. Best of luck to you as you find yours.

 

[someonelse]

I've made a playlist of songs I want to listen to after taking the SN. Before that, I'll probably straighten my apartment up a bit and go through things so it's a bit easier once they find me. I'll write my note. I live by the ocean in LA so I'm thinking of walking to the beach and watching the sunset one last time. I'm not sure what else to do. All feels strange and a bit surreal.

 

[Badluckhardtimes]

Get this bitch over with
Get this bitch over with

 

[FuneralCry]

There is nothing that I particularly want to do, I just want to leave this world. I will be focusing on making sure the method does not fail. I wish I could fall asleep and never wake, but I am still here because of how difficult ctb actually is. I do not want anymore days, I am tired of living.

 

[allesistgut]

my last day will hopefully be spent out in nature somewhere beautiful.

 

[JoeyJoey]

There is nothing that I particularly want to do, I just want to leave this world. I will be focusing on making sure the method does not fail. I wish I could fall asleep and never wake, but I am still here because of how difficult ctb actually is. I do not want anymore days, I am tired of living.

If I do it I will just try and do it quickly. Try not to dither. And hope I don't wake up in a hospital bed

 

[mistvissione11e]

A walk through the bustling streets of a nearby beach,
stare at the people,
listen to the sax player that is there everyday,
have a smoke
listen to my favorite song
drive to my favorite park, and die in those woods
(1 possible solution in respect to my time and place)

 

[completely-done]

I've almost completed all my letters to those who stuck by me this far.

This month I will ctb, couple of days before that I will have my favourite meal. Then on the day of I'll put on my favourite dress, put my makeup on, create a goodbye post on SS, send my time-scheduled email to medical professionals and police, and proceed to drink SN. That's all folks!

 

[elfin]

i plan to watch my favourite movie and episodes of my favourite tv shows, listen to my favourite music, take my dog for a walk, and finally disappear somewhere, chain smoke & get drunk, and go.

 

[myopybyproxy]

still trying to figure out what to do here. i want to do something so that my existence wasnt a total waste. at the same time though, i know i probably wont and i will die the same way i lived - meekly and alone.