What are your hopes?

[262653]

I hope the arms of fate will throw something sharp and heavy at me.

 

[noname223]

High increase of welfare in my home country
A possible way how to get money without losing my dignity
Finding a gf
No more psychosomatic pain

Sadly my wishes are quite unrealistic...

 

[summers]

If this happens, the whole world should either gather against Europe or America. I vote America. Europeans have much more decency and common sense from their past mistakes and wars.

America is a soulless and useless country that I won't be sad to see eradicated.

Then I'd love to see China go, then Russia.

Without these three cancers, earth will be more breathable

LOL at the fact that you think America is worse than China. You couldn't even access this website in China :)

 

[aneurysm]

LOL at the fact that you think America is worse than China. You couldn't even access this website in China :)

Unlike the US and Europe... China has a futur.

 

[whywere]

I live in the U.S. as far as my hopes are hopefully hopes for many. I hope I an live with 24/7 chronic pain if not, ctb ideas. Now I am a ULTRA firm believer that this "life" is just 1 stop on a experience of many and what lies beyond. We are blessed and cursed with intelligence, limited but it is still a part of us. I hope we someday get off this rotating rock and go to the stars. Be it physical or other wise. One has to close their eyes to see the big picture. Walter

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

A radical change, a turn of events, a deus ex machina, a new beggining, a stroke of luck, enlightment, mindful detachment, a new perspective, disintegration of perspective, whatever key there is outside of me to be found or already in me to be revealed, so that I may crack this bitch.

 

[sorella santini]

I hope we someday get off this rotating rock and go to the stars. Be it physical or other wise. One has to close their eyes to see the big picture. Walter

This is my hope too. I don't really believe in the afterlife though. There is so much science we have yet to comprehend and likely will never as a species. May death open my eyes to the bigger picture.

 

[Imaginos]

I hope to die suddenly and painlessly. I mean, what else is there to hope for? If there is anything, I certainly wouldn't know of it. Yep, for me it's just a quick and easy death. For instance, every night I hope to go to sleep and never wake up again. Isn't it funny that most people are actually bothered by the thought that this might happen to them? What misguided fools they are. Nothing is better in life than receiving a good death. And dying in one's sleep is one of the best deaths you could ask for. I mean, yeah, some people have different ways in how they'd define a good death, but they're usually wrong. Self-sacrifice is often just nationalist brainwashing or otherwise borne from some pathetic savior complex, and actually wishing to experience death as lucidly as possible is just sado-masochism.

 

[clueless2dayor2morro]

I hope I will be able to undergo this cosmetic procedure to make me look normal, so that people stop asking and bullying me about it. Its not enough to have a "thicker" skin anymore. I hope from then on, my anxious thoughts of having wasted time studying in a uni and having literally no marketable skills for today's job market and having no helpful social connections will be fixed with my new (or rather, my intended and previous) looks. Its a long shot, but if I truly go back to looking normal then I hope I put my plans for ctb on hold for at least another decade or two.

I know looks are only skin deep, but unfortunately I've found many people in positions to give me stable work are as well.

I'm hoping that finishing my bachelor's will lead me to a career I'll enjoy doing everyday, but the reality of that is looking very slim. I don't mind compromising, but I feel like I'm going to have to compromise these compromises.

 

[unlovible000]

That the love of my life will talk to me again.

 

[NeverSatisfied]

My hope is to realize what happiness for me looks like, then I can finally begin to pursue it.

 

[141592653]

My hope is to have the possibility to do my music without worrying of external contingencies.

 

[gus.nixon]

I hope I can make a positive difference if I stick around long enough. I hope (and this is a big hope) that I may someday have children and give them all the love and affection that I never got. I hope that will always have the ability to learn from my mistakes and to improve as time goes on.

 

[stygal]

I hope that one day I get to relax. Reaching this goal is only possible when I could stop working and still have enough at least live somewhat comfortably. I still somehow believe that can happen but idk.

 

[spiderlily]

My hope is to realize what happiness for me looks like, then I can finally begin to pursue it.

This. Exactly this. But so far it's just been fumbling around, lost, trying to live what other people think is happiness. And it's not working.

 

[GrumpyFrog]

I hope to get well-off financially, and I hope physical pain will leave me alone at least for a while, and I'm trying not to admit it to myself but I really really hope my best friend forgives me one day, and I mend back in my group of friends and then pain and money and hardships wouldn't matter again...

 

[kovkay]

I hope I can find inner peace and be ok no matter how the high the tides are.

 

[unlovible000]

The only hope I want, is to be around my true love again, she's abandoned me. :(

 

[summers]

That no one on ss shoots their face off and lives, like all these fucking morons who keep showing up in the news.

 

[Conker]

I live in the U.S. as far as my hopes are hopefully hopes for many. I hope I an live with 24/7 chronic pain if not, ctb ideas. Now I am a ULTRA firm believer that this "life" is just 1 stop on a experience of many and what lies beyond. We are blessed and cursed with intelligence, limited but it is still a part of us. I hope we someday get off this rotating rock and go to the stars. Be it physical or other wise. One has to close their eyes to see the big picture. Walter

is ur name Walter?
lol reminds me of a character from Fable 3.

 

[Downbylife]

Meds for my infection. I hope they will do the job at some point

 

[budgie]

I hope to find a way to kill all of my hope. I want to be a zombie, unresponsive, numb. Yet calm. Kill a hope, save a life in my case. Hope has caused and I'm pretty sure will cause me great suffering. I thought that by learning about the world that I live in, my hope would die. But it didn't, now it's worse - I know in what limbo I live, but the hope is still there.

 

[poppeye]

hopefully graduating from uni to pursue a career and possibly moving on from there.

 

[Sherri]

That the world will go back to normal so we could drop our masks, that I find strength to live without some of my meds, world peace, and love and less problems to all my brothers and sisters here.

 

[Squiddy]

I hope that one day, I'll actually want to live and that my life will get better. I want to one day get off disability (my mom joked around calling me a bum for being on it, though it kinda stung), create a successful video game and graduate with my bachelors and eventually gain competency and move out. A part of me is kinda like "like hell that'll happen" but I'll try to make it happen even if it means I go down dying trying to where my depression and other disorders eventually take me. I do enjoy some aspects of life, there's just a lot of obstacles in my way that make it very hard to live :(

 

[W’ren]

I wish i had hope. Every time hope begins to take seed in me it is dashed painfully away...
Then i am left feeling soul sick wondering why i am so stupid.
I am only here out of love for another being- and a sense of duty to that being and to be honest i really wish i didn't care. If i didn't care- if my moral sense wasn't so damn ingrained, i would be gone already.

As it is, i argue with that moral sense every single day. I question it and wish it to just let go.

So maybe i do have a single hope- that my moral sense lets go and i become free to ctb without worry of the consequences regarding the one being i feel bound to.

Things are too painful lately and i just can't.

 

[Nevn]

One day I'll love someone who doesn't abuse me, or emotionally destroy me because they don't understand themselves even if they have good intent. Maybe someone can accept me for who I am. Health problems and all. I need someone who can be gentle with me. And maybe one day I can see leaves fall, go outside, and make good memories for the ones I've never had. I guess, I want to live if a little if only not to feel my life was a complete waste. So for now I'm trying to hold on. There's not much hope left with me, but I am trying.

 

[saltshaker]

That a bunch of people in clown masks holding shotguns roll up next to me in a van, and just blow, me, the fuck, away.

 

[gus.nixon]

One day I'll love someone who doesn't abuse me, or emotionally destroy me because they don't understand themselves even if they have good intent. Maybe someone can accept me for who I am. Health problems and all. I need someone who can be gentle with me. And maybe one day I can see leaves fall, go outside, and make good memories for the ones I've never had. I guess, I want to live if a little if only not to feel my life was a complete waste. So for now I'm trying to hold on. There's not much hope left with me, but I am trying.

You and I, my friend, are very similar. I've been hurt too many times by people who might not have cruel intentions, but just don't understand that I need special care to even have a remote possibility of healing. I just wanted to say that I think your hopes are beautiful and quite noble. Sometimes just watching the leaves fall with someone you care about could make all the difference. We all get so jaded in this life but it sounds like you believe in fairy tales. I too, believe in fairy tales and I believe that there really is a goodness that exists that for whatever reason I just haven't been able to access yet. It's comforting to me to know that I can end my suffering here in this life whenever I want, but yeah, if I had wishes that came true, I'd rather find real joy here -- the kind of joy that I only experience in my favorite movies, but nevertheless, a joy that I want to believe actually exists. I wait patiently day after day for it to appear and it hasn't yet. You don't have to give up on your dreams, but if you do give up, you don't have to feel bad about just walking out of this movie we all call life either. Ultimately it's your choice, and whatever you chose is beautiful. We're all beautiful in our own ways.

That a bunch of people in clown masks holding shotguns roll up next to me in a van, and just blow, me, the fuck, away.

That's scary as fuck but I enjoy the imagery. ;)

 

[signifying nothing]

I hope to not have hope because it pushes things into a future time that doesn't really exist.

If I hope for anything it's to be more engaged with the experience of life as I'm living it, more present in the present if you will.