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CatLove56

CatLove56

Specialist
Jun 30, 2018
309
1) knife to heart
2) drive into a building (preferably with solid walls to kill me)
3) drive off cliff

Bad days like today I keep thinking I'll do it but I never do I'm not strong enough
 
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Avyn

Avyn

Experienced
Jan 27, 2021
223
I personally love the idea of drowning. I imagine it in a very aesthetic way
Also dying peacefully in my sleep by SN or another painless way
 
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WatermelonMel

WatermelonMel

Melon Master
Aug 19, 2019
408
Night Night and Partial Hanging. Last night I didn't just think about them, I archived the megathreads to my PC it was 300MB.
 
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I_just_cba

Member
Mar 27, 2021
40
Whenever I imagine my own death I'm shooting myself (even though I'm in the UK and hate guns) so a bit weird.

My favourite way to imagine my death is not opening my parachute on a skydive. It's actually tempting.
 
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kukukoko

Member
May 18, 2019
38
If I really hate myself in the moment I think about cutting my throat or tying a rope around a tree, run it to the front seat through the trunk door, tying it around my neck and driving off and decapitating

Otherwise I think about what's available in that particular moment. Sometimes when I'm riding my bike to fall in front of a truck or to go to the 24/7 open 30m high viewing tower in a recreational area with some lakes nearby of my town and jump from there and become one with the floor :)
 
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Avyn

Avyn

Experienced
Jan 27, 2021
223
I heard you feel euphoria after the water fills your lungs
Im not sure, a lot of people say it hurts so much when I did research. Which is obviously understandable but it seems to be painful as fuck
 
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Inkling

Inkling

Member
Mar 10, 2021
27
The method I have in my mind for when I do it for real is falling from a specific place, it's unreliable but I want it to be that place in specific. But when I imagine myself dying, it's usually hanging or drowning. I've almost drowned once and it wasn't pleasant at all, but I'm in love with the sea so I think it's my romantic side at play.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Euthanasia or SN.
I would love so much to die peacefully or simply by drinking something.
 
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Saki

Saki

A failed artist, student, daughter and friend
Mar 22, 2021
168
SN would be awsome, but almost impossible to get in my area since its illegal here. I don't know if I will end up hanging or doing the night-night method
 
suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

Specialist
Jun 27, 2020
348
N definitly
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,732
Even though I will use a firearm, drowning and falling definitely have an aesthetic to them that just can't be matched. Cutting is a close third.
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
I personally love the idea of drowning. I imagine it in a very aesthetic way
Also dying peacefully in my sleep by SN or another painless way
I thought drowning was a extremely painful and violent way to go? Can't imagine doing that to myself
 
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Anarcholoser

Anarcholoser

patron saint of denial
Jan 8, 2021
23
Deep wrist injury or getting hit by a car. I want to get hit so bad, but I know doing it on purpose would be unfair to the driver.
 
wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,827
I 1) knife In the heart
2 hanging
3 bleeding out
 
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Oh_dear_how_Gastly

Oh_dear_how_Gastly

*clutches pearls*
Apr 30, 2020
36
Slitting my own throat. Doesnt seem practical but I think I have a lot of anger towards myself
 
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737492

737492

broken beyond repair
Sep 7, 2019
52
Honestly just taking a pill that would end me right there, with no time or pain
 
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restforeternity

restforeternity

Student
Feb 17, 2019
170
The hardest drug you can ever find that you spend your last breath dreaming.
 
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LifeQuitter2018

LifeQuitter2018

Wanderer
Aug 12, 2018
414
N, SN, night-night, F, CF, H.
 
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EDMisgood

EDMisgood

A Visionary
Mar 15, 2021
41
Two depressants along with alcohol best way to end it
 
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hfdepression30

hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
Carbon Monoxide poisoning. Sounds too good to be true to fall unconscious and never wake up again, plus the body looks more peaceful when it's found since it's not a violent death. I have a 4.5kg bag of charcoal to do it, but I'm just worried about my neighbours seeing the smoke while the coals are being lit and being nosy or questioning why I'm lighting a barbecue when it's cold outside and not barbecue weather.
 
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OhBother

OhBother

new day new suffering
Mar 21, 2021
19
Carbon Monoxide poisoning. Sounds too good to be true to fall unconscious and never wake up again, plus the body looks more peaceful when it's found since it's not a violent death. I have a 4.5kg bag of charcoal to do it, but I'm just worried about my neighbours seeing the smoke while the coals are being lit and being nosy or questioning why I'm lighting a barbecue when it's cold outside and not barbecue weather.

I've done it before and would agree that it's one of the most peaceful deaths if you are asleep. I wouldn't want to leave an already traumatic scene for someone to clean up.

Never heard about SN and N until I came to this site so I would choose those too. But they are hard to obtain sadly in my situation.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,278
Being launched into outer space and then having a firery ride back and having my ashes blown to all corners of this rotating rock. Walter
 
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hfdepression30

hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
I've done it before and would agree that it's one of the most peaceful deaths if you are asleep. I wouldn't want to leave an already traumatic scene for someone to clean up.

Never heard about SN and N until I came to this site so I would choose those too. But they are hard to obtain sadly in my situation.
You've tried it? What went wrong or did you back out? I also hadn't heard of SN or N until I came here. As reliable as it sounds, it's just too difficult to obtain in the UK and at this point I don't want to wait several weeks for a delivery that may be intercepted by the police following SN reports to residential addresses

I would like the charcoal method to work out if I can get the coals lit without rousing suspicion from neighbours or anyone. Alternatively I'm considering hanging
 
JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
Guillotine, I have thought a lot about it and already have some tools I could construct the frame out of but don't know where I would get a suitable thick blade or how to make it sharp.
 
Carrotcake

Carrotcake

Experienced
Nov 27, 2019
265
My rational mind: N

My irrational mind: drowning, falling, hanging. Those are the images that come back again and again. They feel, idk, freeing? But realistically I would never.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,789
Ripping my own head off or punching myself in the heart so hard that it stops.
 
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AQUA

AQUA

Headstone
Dec 2, 2020
300
Co in a tent.
The idea of dying in a tent under the stars.

tent glamping GIF
 
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hfdepression30

hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
Co in a tent.
The idea of dying in a tent under the stars.

tent glamping GIF
This is what I've been considering for a while. Burning charcoal in a tent or my bedroom. It just seems like such a peaceful ending and I have all the items to do it. I just don't know how to get the charcoal lit without the unwarranted attention of nosy neighbours since it'll let off smoke for 15-20 minutes before the coals are glowing and smokeless.
 
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