I can't know for sure how people see me. This is my perception how i might look like. Most people hate me, because of the way i think, talk, behaive, live, what i have, what i have acomplished and so on...no one cares what that actually costs /but i won't ever trade it in any other way/.
I think most of the time i'm boring. While there were people to say i'm the most funny guy they know. There are people who see me as a regular, sometimes shy guy, who does nothing wrong, basically as a "good" person. Others kind of fear me, for objective reasons. I'm surprised that the others still have some hope to catch up with me, won't ever happen, but again people.... I used to help people or friends all the time, but sometimes i will walk away from other people's problems without a notice. Sometimes i'm introvert and don't wanna be around people, sometimes i run the party, go out, be social. Sometimes i'm arogant and share stuff about my interests or day, sometimes i hate myself for sharing this with people. I might work 24/7 on my plans, i also might skip a month or two and be lazy /don't like it all/. I used to be a family guy /in the old fashioned Mario Puzzo's "The godfather" way. Now i'm like not so much into such family moral anymore. I might follow most of my own rules and keep my word, also i will brake any kind of rule or law, just to be free. Just because those rules were not my desigion. I might play "good" and stick to some rules, while i will exploit and make fun of them to the max. Don't cheat, stick to one parner all these years, but there are still people that think i'm a playboy like guy, that should be cheating all the time /those who don't know me at all/.
I think most of the time i'm boring. While there were people to say i'm the most funny guy they know. There are people who see me as a regular, sometimes shy guy, who does nothing wrong, basically as a "good" person. Others kind of fear me, for objective reasons. I'm surprised that the others still have some hope to catch up with me, won't ever happen, but again people.... I used to help people or friends all the time, but sometimes i will walk away from other people's problems without a notice. Sometimes i'm introvert and don't wanna be around people, sometimes i run the party, go out, be social. Sometimes i'm arogant and share stuff about my interests or day, sometimes i hate myself for sharing this with people. I might work 24/7 on my plans, i also might skip a month or two and be lazy /don't like it all/. I used to be a family guy /in the old fashioned Mario Puzzo's "The godfather" way. Now i'm like not so much into such family moral anymore. I might follow most of my own rules and keep my word, also i will brake any kind of rule or law, just to be free. Just because those rules were not my desigion. I might play "good" and stick to some rules, while i will exploit and make fun of them to the max. Don't cheat, stick to one parner all these years, but there are still people that think i'm a playboy like guy, that should be cheating all the time /those who don't know me at all/.
