What are you ashamed of?

[prmsenottotellshh]

To be somewhat vague-I'm ashamed of the things I've said to certain people, Im ashamed I can't give my bf everything he needs, I'm ashamed I let my relationship with my family crack and break, and I'm ashamed that I'm too much of a chickenshit to stand up for myself when it does/has mattered most.

 

[Oiled Sandwich]

Not doing a bunch of drugs in my younger years. Being sober sucks.

 

[ZwartHartje]

I'm ashamed of being human, being one of this overbreeding, extremely invasive and destructive pest species if there's ever been one, the one species to blame for 100% of all pollution and destruction of the Earth's biosphere, for deforestation and for the extinction of thousands of other species and counting.
Then again, I've disowned humanity. I'm a non-human spirit trapped in a human body, and I don't think it's my fault.

What I'm really ashamed of is that I've been unable to protect my family, who are nutrias, from mass murder and genocide at the hands of humans (or subhumans in this case, as something that commits such crimes against innocent animals is the very worst of the worst of the human vermin species). This is the reason why I'm here at this point now. I've always wanted to be a warrior and I'm physically strong, this much I've achieved as I worked very hard for it, and despite all this I've accomplished nothing.
I'm ashamed that I've failed my loved ones, most of whom are dead now for this reason, and that I've failed my life.

Humanity needs to pay for its crimes against other species and against the entire biosphere, the Earth needs to be liberated from humanity. And I've never found even the tiniest thing I could have done towards this goal. Like, when some enormous, gigantic monster is ravaging your world and you're as tiny as an ant compared to this monster, of course you alone can't possibly kill it but at least you could try and sting it with a tiny needle, sting it like an ant... and hope that a bazillion other ants might do the same thing and thereby make a difference. But I haven't even been able to sting it with the tiniest needle, nothing. And now I'm about to die, and all struggles seem to have been so grotesquely pointless.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm ashamed of how selfish I was at times. How neglectful I was towards people who did so much for me. Worst thing is, if I had my time over, I could see me doing the same thing again.

I'm ashamed of being overweight but, not enough to do enough about it.

 

[buriedinmyhead]

- Going to community college when I know I'm smart enough for a four year, I just can't afford it
- living at home and having no job
- my mental health issues that I generally keep private
- my social skills (or lack thereof)
- my sexual desires
- every mistake and bad thing I've ever done
- never having kissed someone at 20
- my gross skin
- writing darker fanfiction
- and so many other things tbh

 

[sbavv]

I'm ashamed of how far behind in life I am. I'm 23, no friends, still living at home, just starting college. And while I'm failing in every aspect of adulthood, my peers are graduating, getting married, buying homes, etc. It's so embarrassing being this behind because I thought I would have my shit together like everybody else, but I let myself go, and let my issues control my life. It's so shameful; I feel like such a burden on my family. I can feel the disappointment from my Dad every day.

 

[Bishop]

My family

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

How I treated my exes. That's not the deep dark root (because there are lots of roots), but it's what haunts me pretty much every day.

I think my family thinks I'm kind of benevolently insane but the masks slip more and more each day. Not because I wish them ill will, but because we're all tired.

Idk. I think it can't reasonably be long now. I'm so ashamed and I can't sleep at night and I can't pretend to be a good person anymore.

It's alright, m8. We've all had shitty exes. Even if you hurt them, even if you were downright mean to them, you can always get better. Past is past, best we can do now is not do it again and put it behind us. Wishing you sound sleep and love, mate

 

[Spite]

I'm ashamed of all the times I have fucked up.
I'm ashamed I never pushed myself to try new things and try to break out of my comfort zone when I was younger.
I'm ashamed of letting my anxieties control me almost my entire life.
I'm ashamed of the horrible thoughts I have in my head almost every day.

 

[yukisopathetic]

ashamed of how pathetic i am compared to my sisters

 

[SleeplessDreamer]

I'm ashamed of how I affect taint others, I always tried to look out for those I knew and would give my life for them. It never turned out that way, those who were smart and got rid of me would have been far better off if they had never met me, and to the few that still bother with me I am nothing but a leech to them.