I had another bizarre self-help group experience. There was a bitch fight really toxic. My friends are always skeptical when I tell such stories because in so many places I experienced a lot of fucked up shit within the last 12 months. The organizer was very defensive and tried to clean up the situation afterwards.
I am not sure whether it is good to return to these people. You know I have become very cautious in safe spaces because I noticed people do fucked up things when they have the power over you. It isn't one of the worst things you can do. But I could imagine really fucked up people tr to approach vulnerable groups to take advantage of them. And they look especially in places like that.
The worst things you can do. Made me think of the 764 community. The German media is full of stories. I also made a thread. I abstain from summarizing it. It is so fucking disgusting.
sanctioned-suicide.net
I wonder whether they also target people on SaSu. I can remember someone sketchy wanted to talk with me on a different plattform after posting about them. I think it was on discord. This was a red alert for me. I did a check on this person and there were no signs that person was a bad actor. I won't specify more on this person. There is one thing with these groups. And also Jeffrey Epstein did this. They use other vulnerable people as decoy. They pressure these people to make friends with new targets. And they get promised to spare them if they find someone new to drive to commit suicide. It is so fucking sick. But I can remember some details. My golden rule is never change the platform with people on here and never exchange personal information with anyone on here no matter how much you trust this person. And I declined to this offer.
Back to the topic:
I don't have much time to be honest. I have so many articles to read. And there is someone I might text with.
I think many average people will say murder was the most horrible thing. I don't think that. But maybe that's my opinion because I am suicidal and I don't cling to my life. Worse is probably mass-murder and genocide. But I am not sure whether that's the perfect answer for this question. I find it more interesting to think about answers that are doable also ffor average people who don't hold power. Even though evilness might be banal sometimes how Hannah Arendt would describe it. And bureaucrats who do work office jobs can be complicit too.
Honestly, I think the following is controversial maybe not that controversial on here. But I think throwing acid in someone's face. I think that's worse than murdering someone. But most people would disagree with me on that. If I was out for revenge on someone. I think often this backfires and you just become a horrible person yourself. I am not sure what the punishment is when you throw acid in someone's face. But the punishment is probably way lower comparing to murder. Something that is related to this question. I think creating deep fake porn is not punished enough. It is not something that is the worst thing ever. But you can get away with it so easily i think. There are new laws but I think it will be difficult to regulate it tbh.
I experienced severe domestic violence for over a decade as teenager and child. But it is really complex. Emotionally the pain was unbearable, physically it wasn't that horrible. Though, I have the feeling sexual child abuse is worse than "only" physical violence. But it is probably also different from case to case. And all of this has a subjective perspective. At the same time I would argue there are also some objectively true statements in this thread.
Targeting children, disabled people, minorities that's all horrible.
Bullying combined with suicide encouragement. This will probably also give you a trip to hell. If something like that exists.
I will end it here. I had many things going recently. I just post A LOT. But I need to increase my reading. And when I write something it often isn't that sophisticated.
I am not sure whether it is good to return to these people. You know I have become very cautious in safe spaces because I noticed people do fucked up things when they have the power over you. It isn't one of the worst things you can do. But I could imagine really fucked up people tr to approach vulnerable groups to take advantage of them. And they look especially in places like that.
The worst things you can do. Made me think of the 764 community. The German media is full of stories. I also made a thread. I abstain from summarizing it. It is so fucking disgusting.
Have you also heard about these communities (764) on discord and telegram who bully and blackmail minors into suicide?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/764_(organization) I have read about it in the German news magazine that I subscribed to. Here a short abstract. 764 (or "the com") is a decentralized transnational sextortion network with alleged ideological ties to the Order of Nine Angles.[1] It is classified...
sanctioned-suicide.net
I wonder whether they also target people on SaSu. I can remember someone sketchy wanted to talk with me on a different plattform after posting about them. I think it was on discord. This was a red alert for me. I did a check on this person and there were no signs that person was a bad actor. I won't specify more on this person. There is one thing with these groups. And also Jeffrey Epstein did this. They use other vulnerable people as decoy. They pressure these people to make friends with new targets. And they get promised to spare them if they find someone new to drive to commit suicide. It is so fucking sick. But I can remember some details. My golden rule is never change the platform with people on here and never exchange personal information with anyone on here no matter how much you trust this person. And I declined to this offer.
Back to the topic:
I don't have much time to be honest. I have so many articles to read. And there is someone I might text with.
I think many average people will say murder was the most horrible thing. I don't think that. But maybe that's my opinion because I am suicidal and I don't cling to my life. Worse is probably mass-murder and genocide. But I am not sure whether that's the perfect answer for this question. I find it more interesting to think about answers that are doable also ffor average people who don't hold power. Even though evilness might be banal sometimes how Hannah Arendt would describe it. And bureaucrats who do work office jobs can be complicit too.
Honestly, I think the following is controversial maybe not that controversial on here. But I think throwing acid in someone's face. I think that's worse than murdering someone. But most people would disagree with me on that. If I was out for revenge on someone. I think often this backfires and you just become a horrible person yourself. I am not sure what the punishment is when you throw acid in someone's face. But the punishment is probably way lower comparing to murder. Something that is related to this question. I think creating deep fake porn is not punished enough. It is not something that is the worst thing ever. But you can get away with it so easily i think. There are new laws but I think it will be difficult to regulate it tbh.
I experienced severe domestic violence for over a decade as teenager and child. But it is really complex. Emotionally the pain was unbearable, physically it wasn't that horrible. Though, I have the feeling sexual child abuse is worse than "only" physical violence. But it is probably also different from case to case. And all of this has a subjective perspective. At the same time I would argue there are also some objectively true statements in this thread.
Targeting children, disabled people, minorities that's all horrible.
Bullying combined with suicide encouragement. This will probably also give you a trip to hell. If something like that exists.
I will end it here. I had many things going recently. I just post A LOT. But I need to increase my reading. And when I write something it often isn't that sophisticated.
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