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Falseunderworld

Falseunderworld

I banish you to the underworld for all eternity
Feb 3, 2023
88
I need some methods that I can get away with the ctb without family, investigating why I have them, and if they find them, I need a way to disguise them, I thought about hanging because I could easily hide a rope but last time I did that they found out very quickly, and took away my rope, and sent me to a ward involuntarily, overdoses is preferred because I can hide pill bottles effectively, I can't really plan anything out right now because I'm being monitored, that's why I need a sneaky method
 
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jodes2

jodes2

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Aug 28, 2022
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SN, the only other thing you need is antiemetics. It all takes up less space than a rope
 
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Falseunderworld

I banish you to the underworld for all eternity
Feb 3, 2023
88
SN, the only other thing you need is antiemetics. It all takes up less space than a rope
SN does sound good ive been reading up on it, though its hard for me to get right now because i share a home , if they get the package ill be fucked
 
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Aug 28, 2022
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SN does sound good ive been reading up on it, though its hard for me to get right now because i share a home , if they get the package ill be fucked
You gotta do what you gotta do. You could try the charcoal method with a tent, pretend you wanna go camping and have a bbq
 
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Falseunderworld

I banish you to the underworld for all eternity
Feb 3, 2023
88
You gotta do what you gotta do. You could try the charcoal method with a tent, pretend you wanna go camping and have a bbq
hmmm maybe
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,318
At least the way that I see it, it's very difficult to ctb if you are being constantly monitored. Sadly suicide isn't straightforward at all in this pro suffering society, and methods can fail if the individual is found too early. There are just no easy answers to this, but I believe that if someone wishes to ctb all that they can do, is do research into the different methods to decide what is best for themselves. But I know that if I had a good answer to this, I would be long gone from this world at this point.
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
1,512
SN does sound good ive been reading up on it, though its hard for me to get right now because i share a home , if they get the package ill be fucked
That's been exactly my issue as well. Having the sn is no problem in terms of hiding it but receiving it is the tricky part considering that for some of us who share a home with family have to rely on luck for the package to not be obtained by the wrong person.

I've heard claims of both discreet and indescreet packaging but can't quit remember which source sent discreetly or if it was more of an issue of the package needing to be marked differently when going through international customs vs. being shipped within the country.
 
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lukas19

Specialist
Jan 17, 2023
345
I need some methods that I can get away with the ctb without family, investigating why I have them, and if they find them, I need a way to disguise them, I thought about hanging because I could easily hide a rope but last time I did that they found out very quickly, and took away my rope, and sent me to a ward involuntarily, overdoses is preferred because I can hide pill bottles effectively, I can't really plan anything out right now because I'm being monitored, that's why I need a sneaky method
living with parents, if they found your rope they know you are suicidal they might search your room for other items also chance they could interupt you whilst you try to CTB
 
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Falseunderworld

I banish you to the underworld for all eternity
Feb 3, 2023
88
living with parents, if they found your rope they know you are suicidal they might search your room for other items also chance they could interupt you whilst you try to CTB
Right , they already try all the time, its really hard for me to ctb when they stop me all the time
 
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Ilayis

Ilayis

SuicidalManPup
Sep 4, 2022
36
Wait...Are we just talking about ctb? Exactly methods of what? Of course my fucked up over sexual/depressive mind went straight to methods of getting off!!
 
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Falseunderworld

I banish you to the underworld for all eternity
Feb 3, 2023
88
Wait...Are we just talking about ctb? Exactly methods of what? Of course my fucked up over sexual/depressive mind went straight to methods of getting off!!
Yes we are talking about ctb
 
Ilayis

Ilayis

SuicidalManPup
Sep 4, 2022
36
Yes we are talking about ctb
Well then I apologize. Kind of thought it was a general question on what we hide from family everyday. Whether that be ctb items or porn. Obviously from the responses I was wrong. I'm sorry all
 
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Falseunderworld

I banish you to the underworld for all eternity
Feb 3, 2023
88
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Well then I apologize. Kind of thought it was a general question on what we hide from family everyday. Whether that be ctb items or porn. Obviously from the responses I was wrong. I'm sorry all
its okay! Its kinda funny
 
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Ilayis

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its okay! Its kinda funny
Well I guess I'll take it. Glad I can maybe put a little smirk on someone's face. I would have felt awful if I had gotten it wrong 😕
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
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Can you rent a mailbox and get it delivered there? Or can you ask a friend to receive the SN for you? And as mentioned above, SN is a method that requires quite some time to prepare and requires a long preiod of time where you are not found. You can probably die from it without fasting and ideally away from family, somewhere where normally people don't go. Since I heard some people make a lot of noises or have convlusions when taking SN.
And about discreet methods there's drowning, but u need a bathtub. I think there's a way to go unconscious painlessly by hyper ventilating for a few minutes and going underwater. There's also the scarier methods of train and jumping. Or if you want to go the poison plant route, you can pretend you took up gardening and order some plant related things.
 
Falseunderworld

Falseunderworld

I banish you to the underworld for all eternity
Feb 3, 2023
88
Can you rent a mailbox and get it delivered there? Or can you ask a friend to receive the SN for you? And as mentioned above, SN is a method that requires quite some time to prepare and requires a long preiod of time where you are not found. You can probably die from it without fasting and ideally away from family, somewhere where normally people don't go. Since I heard some people make a lot of noises or have convlusions when taking SN.
And about discreet methods there's drowning, but u need a bathtub. I think there's a way to go unconscious painlessly by hyper ventilating for a few minutes and going underwater. There's also the scarier methods of train and jumping. Or if you want to go the poison plant route, you can pretend you took up gardening and order some plant related things.
I have no friends , i might do jumping or poison plant or od sleepers im going to find a way to achive my ctb
 
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Tricondyla ledouxi

Student
Jan 2, 2023
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At least the way that I see it, it's very difficult to ctb if you are being constantly monitored. Sadly suicide isn't straightforward at all in this pro suffering society, and methods can fail if the individual is found too early. There are just no easy answers to this, but I believe that if someone wishes to ctb all that they can do, is do research into the different methods to decide what is best for themselves. But I know that if I had a good answer to this, I would be long gone from this world at this point.
Can I ask, what are your struggles with finding a reliable method and what are your obstacles? Do you share a home?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,318
Can I ask, what are your struggles with finding a reliable method and what are your obstacles? Do you share a home?
Yes and I would fear other people potentially interfering with my plans to die. And also I'm pretty sure that if it was so straightforward to obtain some kind of reliable method then nobody would be considering methods like hanging and jumping. We very sadly exist in a society where the options for reliable methods get restricted and are becoming more and more inaccessible. Trying to order ctb materials is something that is complicated and risky.
 
Falseunderworld

Falseunderworld

I banish you to the underworld for all eternity
Feb 3, 2023
88
Can I ask, what are your struggles with finding a reliable method and what are your obstacles? Do you share a home?
Its hard because when you share a home you aways risk getting caught, most of my ctb struggles are the fact theres no reliable way to hide anything and i get caught, i want to get sn but theres a very high risk of my package being found , since the people i live with are incredibly paranoid, my paranoid narcissist of a mother always looks in my packages and gets 'scared' ill ctb so much she's constantly on me
 

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