• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    šŸ‘‰ View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
computer

computer

Member
Sep 12, 2025
32
personally for me its a experience not for enjoyment but for curiosity and when nothing else is left
ive done it a handful of times up to 1200 mg and for me its a fail safe
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
I had a dph addiction and I still struggle with it now. I took 1000mg almost daily for a month. I took 3000mg in a attempt to kill myself and was technically successful until I was revived in the hospital.
It's best to avoid it because it's just poison.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth
jimmyinnout

jimmyinnout

Member
Sep 5, 2025
51
Mixed feelings

I am jealous of those who have the mental resolve to experience it first hand, as I have only heard "trip reports" of how it effects the average individual. Though I think it would be a horrible cbt method since it is essentially experiencing hell on earth before a death which could be considered "painful".

I believe someone with the inner resolve to go through with a benadryl tripis likely also adept enough to seek substances which will result in a more painless end.
 
thebox_123

thebox_123

Member
Sep 14, 2025
41
So... is it painful? Or you just see scary things? Because Benadryl is within my reach and I'm seriously considering it considering how hard SN is to get.
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
So... is it painful? Or you just see scary things? Because Benadryl is within my reach and I'm seriously considering it considering how hard SN is to get.
Don't use it to ctb. Trust me . Please

It's one thing to use it to get high on but using it to die from is absolute hell.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth
LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
309
I experienced real life lag when I did it, had a bad headache next morning
So... is it painful? Or you just see scary things? Because Benadryl is within my reach and I'm seriously considering it considering how hard SN is to get.
Don't. Trust me, the chances of a successful CTB with benadryl is probably less than 5%, even if you do succeed you likely will experience a slow and painful death, especially if you already have a terrible life because we are so cursed that even 20G of benadryl wont kill us but 5 tablets will kill someone who has an awesome life.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ryo the frog and Forveleth
thebox_123

thebox_123

Member
Sep 14, 2025
41
Don't use it to ctb. Trust me . Please

It's one thing to use it to get high on but using it to die from is absolute hell.
I experienced real life lag when I did it, had a bad headache next morning

Don't. Trust me, the chances of a successful CTB with benadryl is probably less than 5%, even if you do succeed you likely will experience a slow and painful death, especially if you already have a terrible life because we are so cursed that even 20G of benadryl wont kill us but 5 tablets will kill someone who has an awesome life.

Eugh :( Just when I thought I found an alternative..
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth
F

Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,988
Remember if it was that easy to kill yourself with it, they would not sell it over the counter in drugstores.
 
LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
309
Remember if it was that easy to kill yourself with it, they would not sell it over the counter in drugstores.
Quite insane how its so easy for pro lifers to accidentally die from 3 benadryls but we only die from 3000 benadryl tabs (not even guaranteed)
 

Similar threads

D
Replies
12
Views
349
Suicide Discussion
9mmisglutenfree
9mmisglutenfree
J
Replies
5
Views
254
Suicide Discussion
bigjwang
B
I Me & Myself
Replies
2
Views
323
Suicide Discussion
I Me & Myself
I Me & Myself