So I'm new here and I'm basically just about as clueless as everybody trying out this method if not more (even though I've researched everything I possibly could) but when I tried it out a few times: everybody around the net says that it's "peaceful" & "painless" but yet it seems to be the exact opposite. Like when I try to literally breathe in & breathe out the nitrogen from inside the bag, the pain was just so unbearable so I immediately had to release the bag off my head, it's like it's nearly equivalent to drowning. Am I doing something wrong? Is there a better explanation as to how exactly is it peaceful & painless? What I did to plan things out was I bought the Nitrogen tank from a store called General Air Service & Supply since I live around Colorado and the tank said something like that it's industrial sized, compressed & it's 65 cubic feet, I got a regulator that says it's Argon C02 flow & Victor something like that, I got some hose that's pretty darn long, I got turkey bags from King Soopers that I would put a small hole for 1 in for the hose to get in and I would put the bag in my head & tape it around my neck so that way no possible openings would let air come in, I turned the gas on and I try to let the best amount of PSI I can think of work through but even as I try to less & less gas to come through I'm still suffering. Do I really need to do something differently? If getting pure nitrogen is painful to go through? Do I need to have some type of special painkillers or drugs for me to handle the pain easier & I would pass out easier or do I just need to toughen it up & be more patient in order for me to pass out so the gas would the rest of it's work for my body? Like I don't know if there's any other possible methods I can go through since again I couldn't handle drowning, I tried overdosing myself with random pills back in my high school days and I did feel like I was gonna die but I ended up vomiting, I don't have the guts to shoot myself, jump off something or maybe even hang. Sorry for asking so many questions by the way, I just wanna end things so quickly since I feel really hopeless and I HIGHLLLY doubt some therapist would convince me to get better.
Here's the pics I have of my tank, the regulator, the hose & the bags down below just in case.
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