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I wish the ring had never come to me
Mar 9, 2024
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It keeps going up as I keep missing the deadlines. 25 was supposed to be the max, but in a little over a month I'll be turning 26 so....I was thinking of CTBing the night before my birthday but I can't ethically do it due to its unfortunate timing with my brother's trip (my brother is the person I'm closest to and also the person who will be dealing with my will/belongings/etc.). Now the new deadline is 30 but my life has gotten so tolerable at this point that who knows.
 
oneirataxia

oneirataxia

I feel the gravity of it all.
Apr 22, 2024
527
I don't really know. It is what it is.
 
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lostinthecha0s

lostinthecha0s

Borrowed time.
Jul 29, 2026
36
I never thought I'd live past 18, I regret living past 18 but I'm 27 now. Might as well see it to 30.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Specialist
Jul 23, 2026
310
Part of the problem is not knowing what age you will live to without deleting.
 
rorosbones

rorosbones

i want to sleep forever
Oct 12, 2025
38
i keep saying i don't want to make it to my 21st, but that's not looking very possible anymore. at most i'm hoping to die before 35
 
Spite

Spite

I wish I never existed.
Aug 20, 2025
706
I think I'll be dead at 35. Dunno why. I just feel like that's the age I am meant to live to. Right now I'm 28, so... I think I've got about 7 years to go.

It freaks me out a bit thinking I am probably three quarters of the way through my life already.
 
miserabletranny

miserabletranny

Trying my pest
Mar 15, 2026
25
I'm surprised I made it to 18. I think I'll make it to my early 20's but not longer than that.
 

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