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SaltySuh

Member
Aug 12, 2023
73
Propylhexedrine. It's a stimulant found in nasal inhalers.
 
blitz

blitz

Alive out of habit
Nov 14, 2022
64
Alcohol and cigarettes. Recently quit coffee which I still get the urge for.
 
redluna

redluna

New Member
Aug 13, 2023
3
Cigarettes and SH. Haven't smoked in a while but I crave them a lot.
 
burglarlydante

burglarlydante

Member
Apr 30, 2020
87
I'm addicted to self harm, not only physical harm, but emocional and psychological harm, I still self sabotage myself a lot, with depressing songs and other depressive bullshit
I'm almost an year without physically self harming myself
In other way I still harm myself emotionally
With sad and depressing stuff tbh
It's kinda shitty but I can still handle this pain without losing my mind.
I hope I can still end my pain someday
 
strigoi

strigoi

Member
Apr 29, 2023
39
Nicotine, marijuana, caffeine, amitriptyline, bdsm stuff and masturbation
 
kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
301
probably nicotine, and this website. I really want to buy alcohol. Anything to take away the insane amount of emotional and mental pain away for just a little bit. I just want to enjoy the things I once did like watching YouTube, video games, art, everything I used to enjoy I feel disinterested in now
 
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Doemu

Doemu

⸸ I am my own end ⸸
Feb 4, 2024
212
I'm addicted to pain. Yeah, I'm fucked.
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
697
Video games and a form of self harm, but nothing really bad. I also have a pepsi max "addiction" (not sure if it counts haha, but I can't stop and it's kinda hurting me financially...)

I used to be addicted to sleeping medication (used to take really large doses to keep me asleep for 18+ hours) and also more serious forms of SH, but it's better now
What and how much of it does it take to put you out for 18 hours? Sounds like something I can get into.
addicted to pepsi? you are probably addicted to caffeine then which is present in that said drink
"All I wanted was a pepsi"
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
My phone and sleeping
 
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thinvy

thinvy

Woefully Yours, Luka
Aug 7, 2023
197
randomly decided to revive an old thread, huh?

in any case, my answer from then to now hasn't changed much.

I'll be honest, I'm probably addicted to weed. I know I at least depend on it too much for my own preference.
I'm addicted to self harming, caffeine/soda (working on that one), and probably starting to develop a little bit of alcoholism. I'm being good about it and most people wouldn't even consider me as having a problem with liquor, but it makes me uncomfortable, so I count it. I'd never drive drunk though.

I've quit and stayed away from smoking and vaping but god would I kill for a ciggie rn. they're like at least 12 USD a pack here so that's a no go though.

Mm. I guess I'm addicted to social media? But I'm kind of stuck in my house and unable to do anything at the moment, so idk if that counts. I can't even socialize bc I can't go anywhere.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
8,859
Caffeine (coffee and tea), internet, video games.
 
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Save_Me_Mind

Save_Me_Mind

Member
Sep 15, 2023
50
Including: junkfood, coffee, working, normal cigarettes, porn, sex, faping, bdsm stuff, watching gore videos, cutting yourself, shopping etc.

For how long have you been doing it/them?
It used to be Love, but it has now molded into Sadism.....
 

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