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notanymore99

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Apr 7, 2026
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I haven't been able to find much literature about it, but there have been cases of intentional nicotine OD. The papers I've seen state that 0,5 to 1 mg per kilogram should be enough, although it's probable that it will induce vomit and therefore fail the ctb attempt. I wonder if an antiemetic will help though, I haven't been able to find any info on that.

Does anyone else have further info about it?
 
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winter.

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All i know is that it's not a method you want to use.
 
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May I ask why? Is it because it's painful?
You'd feel like a volcano
Feel extremely unwell and throw up
Feel like your having a heart attack
Confused, Dizzy, Shaking
You'll want to drink the entire lake yet can't stop being sick
which will most likely lead to seizure, coma or death whilst choking.

If you are a user of nicotine try a 50mg nicotine pouch for the first time and imagine it 1000x worse. It's painful and horrible in all areas. Please reconsider 🥺🥺❤️
 
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You'd feel like a volcano
Feel extremely unwell and throw up
Feel like your having a heart attack
Confused and Dizzy
You'll want to drink the entire lake yet can't stop being sick
which will most likely lead to seizure, coma or death.

If you are a user of nicotine try a 50mg nicotine pouch for the first time and imagine it 100x worse.
Ouch, thanks for the info. I have already ordered the liquid nicotine and I think any pain can't be worse than the pain of being alive, but it's good to know I have to be prepared for a really bad trip lol
 
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notanymore99

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Are you sure you you wanna do this?
I mean, it's not like I have a lot of options where I live. I think I can deal with the pain if I'm certain it's gonna work and finally end at some point.
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Yeah, I'm trying to find some antiemetics and hope for the best, to be honest. If it explodes after a while when I'm still unconscious, I'm fine with that - it's still better than any of the other options I have.

Thank you for the info!
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Yep, I actually bought it at a vaping store. It's the only place where I've been able to get it.
 
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Just FYI, I recently ingested 30 ml of 18 mg x ml liquid nicotine about an hour ago and apart from a burning throat and some nausea, I'm fresh as a lettuce. Don't waste your money, time or energy on this method, at least for me it hasn't worked at all. I'm trying benzos OD tonight and, if it doesn't work, I'm going to the train rails. See you on the other side.
 
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I had an overly fast heartbeat and intense migraine after basically smoking pure hookah for around half an hour continuously with the intent to get sick. Read: practically every breath was not fresh air, it was through the pipe

Wasn't anything I haven't felt before.
 
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notanymore99

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Update after a few hours: I tried to get to the train station and I had to hop off the bus midway to throw up like hell in the middle of a very dangerous area. I slept for a while in the street and then I got to the train station but lacked the guts to do it. Too afraid to end up alive and amputated. I'm just going back home and trying with benzos tonight. People die all the time, why does it have to be so fucking difficult?
 
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Just FYI, I recently ingested 30 ml of 18 mg x ml liquid nicotine about an hour ago and apart from a burning throat and some nausea, I'm fresh as a lettuce. Don't waste your money, time or energy on this method, at least for me it hasn't worked at all. I'm trying benzos OD tonight and, if it doesn't work, I'm going to the train rails. See you on the other side.
How many grams of nicotine?

Are you just trying random methods or is there a method to the madness? Lmao. You tried one non method (did you have a lethal dose of nicotine measured?) and now you're going to try another. Do you actually want to die? If so, what is the lethal dose of the benzos you're taking?

Alcohol and opioids can make benzos more lethal.
 

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