Lam1dz
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- Aug 1, 2023
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what do you Think about streaming when you ctb does it effect you in any way ? and if you did does anyone would care ?
true i would really hate being alone but if theres a risk that anyone would call the police on me i might just have to accept that in my last moments i will be alone.I don't want to die alone so if i can take a peaceful method being on a call would be nice to not be alone in the last really scary minutes
what do you Think about streaming when you ctb does it effect you in any way ? and if you did does anyone would care ?
yes i think that's feeding the SI in some form like making it calm and enoughI was thinking about this yesterday actually
the reason/why people live stream their deaths not just live streaming but CTB-ing in front of people in general wether if it's online or in person in a crowded area or a place your visit frequently like a job, school, etc.
I started to emphasize with some of the people who do this because I always thought people found my suffering and torment entertaining and I enjoy making people smile and happy so why not give them a real show for your final act
although it won't make them smile or make them happy it will traumatize them for a very long time and then I will never be forgotten and they will see the result of their rudeness, and mistreatment towards me or I would even invite them to hurt me as well during said performance and show them that they won
I used to fantasize about this a lot it is not healthy to dwell on those that have hurt you and seeking out revenge or wanting to hurt them in any way so I trying my best not to have those thoughts or visions and I don't but they come back every once in a while
so in conclusion, maybe the people who decide to CTB in front of any audience online or in person either don't want to be forgotten or they want to entertain those who have hurt them just so they know just how terrible everything was
I am not sure but I find it all very interesting and can relate a bit
I always feel bad and upset when I see such an intimate and dark moment used online as a meme or as a joke or a shock videoI would never live-stream my suicide or even make a video about it because I don't want to end up on gore sites that would make fun of me in the end.
maybe i will stream my ctb but i am not sure about the methodLive-streaming would show how well the new R2D ReBreather lll nitrogen asphyxiation device works. If it works as good as it should, that device will be a game changer.
I personally have no issue with live streaming if you are responsible about it - no streams to areas where unsuspecting adults nor children wil see it.what do you Think about streaming when you ctb does it effect you in any way ? and if you did does anyone would care ?
so in conclusion, maybe the people who decide to CTB in front of any audience online or in person either don't want to be forgotten or they want to entertain those who have hurt them just so they know just how terrible everything was
I am not sure but I find it all very interesting and can relate a bit
I agree with you on that - there are a lot of cruel people - far more than I have ever expectedI always feel bad and upset when I see such an intimate and dark moment used online as a meme or as a joke or a shock video
it's like they won't let the persons in those videos rest
I am moving in the same directionmaybe i will stream my ctb but i am not sure about the method
I'm happy to join in live streamingI'd be happy to live stream. As long as it's a stream that won't be seen by children or the unexpected
It's a choice just like your method. And for some reason it resonates with me.
I don't mind DM on it
noted :)I'm happy to join in live streaming
I'm happy to join in live streaming
I'm happy to join in live streaming