icantSleep
Member
- Aug 1, 2023
- 41
what do you Think about streaming when you ctb does it effect you in any way ? and if you did does anyone would care ?
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AShipinthedark
*Explosion Noises*
- Aug 1, 2023
- 59
I absolutely, personally, could not do so, I have a daughter I would be leaving behind and if there was any chance above 00.01% of her seeing that, it would be an unacceptable risk!
Maeve
The screaming never stops
- Jul 17, 2023
- 86
I don't want to die alone so if i can take a peaceful method being on a call would be nice to not be alone in the last really scary minutes
JustSomeoneOnline
Barely floating along
- Mar 9, 2023
- 63
true i would really hate being alone but if theres a risk that anyone would call the police on me i might just have to accept that in my last moments i will be alone.
eashanm
Master
- Feb 22, 2023
- 207
I'm happy to join in live streaming as it'll help me understand the method.
Wyldfyre4948
Waiting for my bus
- Jul 12, 2023
- 314
I don't really want to die alone, but I can't trust someone to try and stop me. Even if its a livestream I wouldn't want to risk someone I know finding it and sending help. Doubt anyone would want hear me praying and crying either.
FuneralCry
She wished that she never existed...
- Sep 24, 2020
- 27,973
I don’t really understand the whole livestreaming suicide thing and why people would do it, I guess people have their reasons, but I would like to die alone in peace, far away from other people.
psp3000
Elementalist
- May 20, 2023
- 800
I was thinking about this yesterday actually
the reason/why people live stream their deaths not just live streaming but CTB-ing in front of people in general wether if it's online or in person in a crowded area or a place your visit frequently like a job, school, etc.
I started to emphasize with some of the people who do this because I always thought people found my suffering and torment entertaining and I enjoy making people smile and happy so why not give them a real show for your final act
although it won't make them smile or make them happy it will traumatize them for a very long time and then I will never be forgotten and they will see the result of their rudeness, and mistreatment towards me or I would even invite them to hurt me as well during said performance and show them that they won
I used to fantasize about this a lot it is not healthy to dwell on those that have hurt you and seeking out revenge or wanting to hurt them in any way so I trying my best not to have those thoughts or visions and I don't but they come back every once in a while
so in conclusion, maybe the people who decide to CTB in front of any audience online or in person either don't want to be forgotten or they want to entertain those who have hurt them just so they know just how terrible everything was
I am not sure but I find it all very interesting and can relate a bit
the reason/why people live stream their deaths not just live streaming but CTB-ing in front of people in general wether if it's online or in person in a crowded area or a place your visit frequently like a job, school, etc.
I started to emphasize with some of the people who do this because I always thought people found my suffering and torment entertaining and I enjoy making people smile and happy so why not give them a real show for your final act
although it won't make them smile or make them happy it will traumatize them for a very long time and then I will never be forgotten and they will see the result of their rudeness, and mistreatment towards me or I would even invite them to hurt me as well during said performance and show them that they won
I used to fantasize about this a lot it is not healthy to dwell on those that have hurt you and seeking out revenge or wanting to hurt them in any way so I trying my best not to have those thoughts or visions and I don't but they come back every once in a while
so in conclusion, maybe the people who decide to CTB in front of any audience online or in person either don't want to be forgotten or they want to entertain those who have hurt them just so they know just how terrible everything was
I am not sure but I find it all very interesting and can relate a bit
I would never live-stream my suicide or even make a video about it because I don't want to end up on gore sites that would make fun of me in the end.
icantSleep
Member
- Aug 1, 2023
- 41
yes i think that's feeding the SI in some form like making it calm and enough
psp3000
Elementalist
- May 20, 2023
- 800
I always feel bad and upset when I see such an intimate and dark moment used online as a meme or as a joke or a shock video
it's like they won't let the persons in those videos rest
Live-streaming would show how well the new R2D ReBreather lll nitrogen asphyxiation device works. If it works as good as it should, that device will be a game changer.
ddn.ctb
Member
- Sep 9, 2023
- 66
I personally have no issue with live streaming if you are responsible about it - no streams to areas where unsuspecting adults nor children wil see it.
It's something I would consider if done right. It resonates with me.
I think we have to deal with what is the person trying to achieve at the moment of their death, not what comes after. If it provides some comfort, no matter how misguided, it might be considered their last wish on earth.
I agree with you on that - there are a lot of cruel people - far more than I have ever expected
I am moving in the same direction
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wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,635
I'm happy to join in live streaming
I'm happy to join in live streaming
I'm happy to join in live streaming
ddn.ctb
Member
- Sep 9, 2023
- 66
Everyone is trying not to be disturbed on their last journey and brought back to end up as vegetables! Think for yourself, does streaming make sense? You can also try to hang yourself in a busy market place at noon.
Even this forum is well monitored and the content is automatically collected and analyzed by research groups. You will find some research reports on SS in search engines.
It's just as nonsense to photograph your "tree" here and the Exif data with full gps is still in the picture! How thoughtless can you be?
Even this forum is well monitored and the content is automatically collected and analyzed by research groups. You will find some research reports on SS in search engines.
It's just as nonsense to photograph your "tree" here and the Exif data with full gps is still in the picture! How thoughtless can you be?
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