BojackH

BojackH

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Jun 21, 2023
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So tomorrow's gonna be the day. Just hope that I don't chicken out.

Location 1- I had decided upon this place but when I went there it didn't seem deep enough. It's dry season right now so that's why. It's known as the suicide point here but I think it's not suitable for ctb right now.
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Location 2- The most beautiful and serene lake in my city. It's deep enough. The only problem is that it's a tourist attraction. I'm planning on going right after sunrise to avoid people. Also I'm adding weights to prevent myself from coming up to the surface.
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f1rebender

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How are you going to set the weights and how much weight is it? Tried to drown in my bathtub..
 
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BojackH

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How are you going to set the weights and how much weight is it? Tried to drown in my bathtub..
Somebody on the forum estimated it to be around 2.75kg to 5.5kg for my weight. I have two dumbbells (1.5kg each) and I have large rocks which are used for construction. Gonna put them in a backpack and tie a rope around myself to prevent it from slipping.
 
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Are you planning to take a lot of drugs and alcohol?
 
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I wish you the best in your plans and I hope that you find the peace you search for.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. I hope you find peace.
 
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weightoffmychest

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The lake looks really peaceful best of luck āœŒšŸ»
 
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BojackH

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2nd August 2024 -

Couldn't do it. Had an anxiety attack that night.
 
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