Well i guess this is it. In the space of 30 mins iv found out my ex is moving over 150 miles away with my children making it near imposible for me to see them. I also just tried to have a heart to heart with my dad about my suicidal feelings and he told me to just get on and do it. Fuck this life i was looking for a sign to push me and this is it my only regret is ill never see my kids grow up but if there is an arfterlife ill always be watching down on them and maybe even be reuinted with my sister. Thank you all for being you and being a great community i wish u all the peace in whatever you choose. If my account is not active for 2 days please disable it. My method is amitryptalyn plus other bits iv got if anyone wondering.
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 42,521
Life really is so horrible. I'm sorry you have had to go through this. I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
Manaaja
euROPE
- Sep 10, 2018
- 1,474
I'm really sorry, the life on this planet can be so unfair, and so many people are so heartless. I hope you can see your kids and sister in the afterlife. Safe journey!
Lone_Gray_Wolf
Fate plays chess with 2 queens
- Aug 21, 2020
- 263
I have not a lot to say other than wishing you the best. If this is your bus, take it; if you want to wait for the next, we will be here.
May the stars guide your journey.
Good luck, friend.
May the stars guide your journey.
Good luck, friend.
rationaltake
I'm rocking it - in another universe
- Sep 28, 2021
- 2,707
I can understand your desperation. Maybe it would be good to think it through a bit? And not do it hastily? Apologies if my suggestions are not welcome.
Vex
Girls Don't Cry
- Nov 11, 2021
- 48
I'll be thinking of you tonight, I hope your trip is peaceful❤
miserableforever
Arcanist
- Oct 23, 2020
- 488
I agree. Sleep over it and if still nothing changes for you, then follow through.
You might still be able to see your kids. If they are yours you can come to an arrangement through court mediation. Just saying, before you go I wanted to pass on this information to you.
All the best and good luck whatever you decide on doing.
Hi just thought ill gice one last update. Spent the ladt hour or so finishing writing the notes for whoever finds me to give to my family members. My nerves are going through the roof and my hearts racing but i tool a benzo to calm me down. This isent a decision i took lightly iv been batteling alot of personal demonns ranging from abuse to adiction and loads inbetwren. Im currently batteling my ex for acess to my kids a court battle that has drained me emotionaly and financially and my exs soliciter is pulling up my mental health constantly as a tactic to stop me seeing mynkids. I cannot afford a soliciter but iv been fighting till my last breath just as my court date nears my ex is now moving away so i wont beabke to see my children. Im now completly emotionaly and mentaly drained . Anyway im waffling on now is the time to ctb my benzo is kicking in i feel drowsie so im going to get the rest if these pills sdown before i pass out and hopefully never waje up up nervous but excited wish me luck
deathgripsme
There is another world
- Oct 26, 2021
- 117
Fuck this made me so sad reading this. No one should have their kids taken out of their lives not if they are a good parent atleast which I have no doubt you are! I'm so sorry for your pain. This world is so cruel. People want to make it out to be sunshine and rainbows but the pain can be so unbearable that it makes living futile. If you do decide to CTB I hope you find peace
Itsallover123
Student
- Nov 14, 2021
- 137
I wish that it didn't come to this, I wish that life didn't fuck you over so hard. I hope that you'll get to watch over them as you wished. Good luck on your goal, hopefully you're at peace now
miserableforever
Arcanist
- Oct 23, 2020
- 488
I'm so sorry. If you want to talk to someone with similar issues, I'm going through custody battles and it's draining and enraging and tiring altogether.
NearlyIrrelevantCake
The Cake Is A Lie
- Aug 12, 2021
- 1,628
150 miles? Boo-fucking-hoo.
My Dad dragged me 3,500 miles away from my mother when I was a kid.
My Dad dragged me 3,500 miles away from my mother when I was a kid.
miserableforever
Arcanist
- Oct 23, 2020
- 488
Maybe he doesn't have the means to travel even short distances. He might have been through nasty relationship stuff. We can't know.
This isn't a competition, both of these things can suck. And it's clearly impacting OP.
OP, always take a night to sleep on it. If you decide to CTB, save me a seat at the bar when you arrive. Wishing you peace.
Can we not compare wounds and misfortunes here? That comment is so uncalled for.
