marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
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i`ve go a new date , before 3rd of September , i got rid of 20+ bin bags of clothes a while ago and left myself bare minimum with no winter gear , sold games consoles and tech stuff , got rid of all 95% of my possessions and my food cupboards have just had bare minimum , binned my dvd`s, players , tv`s etc and packed my year old 4k one up , bought storage boxes and labeled them as i`ve left my house , car and what`s left to my younger brother ,there will be nothing for him to sort just carry out .
tried selling my car and put it down in price a few times but it`s a bit of a specialist classic 25 years old that does 11mpg so no one wants it lol ,
If i dont come back on , as i haven't been on much lately , i thank you all for your input to this great community and hope you all find peace weather it be in recovery of what ever rout you take , good luck and take care , Love you all xx
 

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rt1989526

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Wishing you peace and best of luck in whatever you decide. What method are you going with?
 
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The swan sang with a broken neck
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Wishing you a safe and peaceful trip.
We will be with you! :heart:
 
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I'm sorry to see you go and for all the wrongs that have been committed against you. I hope the transition is as seamless and painless as possible.
 
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Sweet Release

Sweet Release

Experienced
Nov 24, 2019
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Its not an easy choice to make but if you really see no other way then I respect decision.
I don't know what you believe in but if there is an afterlife I sincerely hope it treats you kinder than this life did.
 
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Ghost2211

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I'm sorry to see you go. I wish you a swift and peaceful journey.

Also, wow! I wish I could find the time and energy to clean out and organize my home that well. Quite considerate.
 
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cyan

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Wishing you peace, brother.
 
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Denise2207

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@marcusuk63 I am sorry for whatever brought you to this decision. Wishing you a peaceful journey. Safe travels xxx
 
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marcusuk63

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Mar 24, 2019
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Wishing you peace and best of luck in whatever you decide. What method are you going with?
I was going to get a tent and have a last BBQ wink wink , but time and finding the will power to go out and get the stuff is against me , so might have to be hanging , just wish i had a gun !
 
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FrankieVallie

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i`ve go a new date , before 3rd of September , i got rid of 20+ bin bags of clothes a while ago and left myself bare minimum with no winter gear , sold games consoles and tech stuff , got rid of all 95% of my possessions and my food cupboards have just had bare minimum , binned my dvd`s, players , tv`s etc and packed my year old 4k one up , bought storage boxes and labeled them as i`ve left my house , car and what`s left to my younger brother ,there will be nothing for him to sort just carry out .
tried selling my car and put it down in price a few times but it`s a bit of a specialist classic 25 years old that does 11mpg so no one wants it lol ,
If i dont come back on , as i haven't been on much lately , i thank you all for your input to this great community and hope you all find peace weather it be in recovery of what ever rout you take , good luck and take care , Love you all xx
I'll pray for you tonight. Wishing you peace and happiness for the rest of eternity.
 
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iDieUDie80

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Sorry it had to come to this. We are all here for you no matter what.
 
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Joey

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Wow you're all ready to go
 
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LostandTired

LostandTired

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Jul 24, 2020
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I feel for you. In the middle of the clean out process myself right now but certainly not even close to what you had. So things are a lot simpler. Wishing you a peaceful journey fellow traveler.
 
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PJFord

PJFord

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Jul 27, 2020
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I'm happy I'm not the only super organized CTBer here :smiling: My apartment is pretty much packed up, just the minimum stuff I need for the next week or so. Got rid of some furniture. With COVID no one is visiting so it's been easy to pack without raising alarms. I have a list of items to help my siblings with my finances and other affairs. I want to make it very easy for them to navigate after I exit. I'm debating about my car too. Here in the US there are a few companies that come to your place, give you a check and take the car. But I want to keep until the very end in case I need it. It's a 2016 and in great shape. I've put in my note if someone in the family wants it they can have it.

Wishing you a peaceful journey and see you on the other side soon. We can help organize the after life! :heart:
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

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Mar 24, 2019
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I'm sorry to see you go. I wish you a swift and peaceful journey.

Also, wow! I wish I could find the time and energy to clean out and organize my home that well. Quite considerate.
My older brother died 18 months ago and i had to break in to his house and find him , so i know what a pain, literally and heart wrenchingly it is sorting stuff out . , thought i would make it simpler for younger brother . i have been sorting stuff out for over a year , even decorating and finishing off odd jobs , just to make my house more sellable lol . i`m 57 and was a bit of a hoarder , not in a messy way just had a lot of stuff especialy gadget stuff which i have sold a lot of , N64 , collection , Xbox one x , 80`s Video disc player and discs , and just binned all VHS , pc`s phones etc away . gave my 4 foot fish tank away too ...
My loft was like a who`s who of dead tech lol ,
I even made a new front fence and painted the front of the house for curb appeal lol
 

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Ghost2211

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My older brother died 18 months ago and i had to break in to his house and find him , so i know what a pain, literally and heart wrenchingly it is sorting stuff out . , thought i would make it simpler for younger brother . i have been sorting stuff out for over a year , even decorating and finishing off odd jobs , just to make my house more sellable lol . i`m 57 and was a bit of a hoarder , not in a messy way just had a lot of stuff especialy gadget stuff which i have sold a lot of , N64 , collection , Xbox one x , 80`s Video disc player and discs , and just binned all VHS , pc`s phones etc away . gave my 4 foot fish tank away too ...
My loft was like a who`s who of dead tech lol ,
I even made a new front fence and painted the front of the house for curb appeal lol
I can imagine how painful It would be to sort through a lost loved ones things, and clean it out. Thats a wonderful kindness on your part. It will save others a lot of extra suffering.
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

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Mar 24, 2019
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I'm happy I'm not the only super organized CTBer here :smiling: My apartment is pretty much packed up, just the minimum stuff I need for the next week or so. Got rid of some furniture. With COVID no one is visiting so it's been easy to pack without raising alarms. I have a list of items to help my siblings with my finances and other affairs. I want to make it very easy for them to navigate after I exit. I'm debating about my car too. Here in the US there are a few companies that come to your place, give you a check and take the car. But I want to keep until the very end in case I need it. It's a 2016 and in great shape. I've put in my note if someone in the family wants it they can have it.

Wishing you a peaceful journey and see you on the other side soon. We can help organize the after life! :heart:
To be honest my car is one of the few things worrying me , it`s my super reliable straight 6 LWB rare Jag and should be worth a lot but they just aren't and i had stupid offers for it some idiot offered me £700 ! the private number plate is valued at £800 , i know i should have taken them but i want it to go to another enthusiast , i spent over £2k a couple of years ago having arches chopped out and replaced and i`m only asking £3k for it !! , i dont want it to just get abandoned to rot away , stupid i know , but i`ve had it 9 years as my everyday car and it get`s a lot of admiring looks , it was even voted in the top 12 jags 3 years running on the Official Jaguar Owners Club site and was in the years callender, it got embarrassing so i stopped entering it lol
 

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not-2-b-the-answer

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So sorry to see you go. I hope your transition is peaceful and you find the peace you couldn't find here. :heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
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I wish you peace mate. I'm sorry that life has brought you to this moment. :hug:

The car is a beauty.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

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May 8, 2020
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You seem a good guy. I hate to see you go. But I understand. I'm sorry it came to this. I hope your transition is peaceful. Godspeed.
 
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Worthless_nobody

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Feb 14, 2019
1,384
Wishing you peace. I never got the opportunity to talk to you but I always appreciated your posts. ❤️
 
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VIBRITANNIA

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Aug 10, 2020
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i hope your journey goes well. wishing you peace.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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This one is for you. I hope it's light will guide you to peace and joy 2b9642248f405807be7820e5f7a4e50dec7d4d19
 
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Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
1,628
Hi Marcusuk63,
Yeah you've been here a while like me. I remember your pic. Did you used to have a different profile name? Maybe I just imagined this. Anyway doesnt matter. Looks like you are really organized and have a plan. That jaguar looks classic. Always liked those. The older ones are the best too. Now they have removed the hood ornament and went down hill. Well I wish you the best! Peace be with you.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,727
Is there a way to advertise the car through that jag owners' site?
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
Hope you get some much needed rest if this is what you wan't. I like the Jag by the way.
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
wow you embarrass me I have known for 5 months that I will be doing ctb at the end of September and have not cleaned anything up yet. Somehow it wasn't that important to me, I just had my plan in mind. I would like to thank you for opening my eyes, that I should finally take care of it.

It's a shame if you can't enjoy your BBQ, it gets a little colder, so an additional oven won't do any harm :wink:

I thank you and wish you a short and pleasant journey
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Wishing you a safe journey, I hope you get to have that BBQ. Hugs :heart:
 
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Despairing

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Oct 25, 2019
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Same here buddy.
 
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Aug 15, 2020
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So well organised, that's impressive really. I didn't had the chance to know you but you seem to be a very nice person. Wishing you real peace.
 
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