Soul

Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
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@marcusuk63, I'm speechless. You've been like a lighthouse for me here, and I shall miss you mightily, but I know you make right choices for yourself. Love you, brother x
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
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You should be proud about your self you conquest during life a car, a house, expensive stuffs, but of course this material things not replace the sentimental losses for you and in the end its what matters to real and great persons. The world nowadays is full of insensitive and self-interested people and I am certainly the you aren't one of them.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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I wish I could buy it from you. I see you are very fastidious about things. It's beautiful.
You have some great qualities which I lack and I admire your ability to keep up with maintenance and organize your belongings, unlike me. I wish you peace, and know you will be able to do the job you have set for yourself just as competently as you did other things in your life.
 
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marcusuk63

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airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
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Good journey. Have you found someone to take care of your dog?
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

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Mar 24, 2019
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Good journey. Have you found someone to take care of your dog?
Not exactly but my ex who i got her from indirectly rescues bulldogs and frenchies , and has 3 who are my dogs buddies so she will go live with them
 

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airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
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Not exactly but my ex who i got her from indirectly rescues bulldogs and frenchies , and has 3 who are my dogs buddies so she will go live with them
So cute those puppies.
 
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marcusuk63

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Thank you everyone for your kind words , love you all and will miss you xx
 

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TrailerTrash

TrailerTrash

Just Passing Through
Oct 10, 2019
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Wishing you a peaceful journey and will keep you in my thoughts during the coming days. We're here no matter what you decide. Love cars and yours is a very nice example of older Jag style - hope it can go to someone who will also appreciate it as much as you have. :heart::heart:
 
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marcusuk63

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WARNING SPY IN THE CAMP ,
JUST HAD A VISIT FROM THE POLICE ABOUT THIS POST AND THEY CHECKED MY HOUSE TO.
AND NOW HAVE MENTAL HEALTH ON THE PHONE .
CHEERS .
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
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someone were monitoring you (police?) and maybe identified you by the photos....
 
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marcusuk63

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someone were monitoring you (police?) and maybe identified you by the photos....
Police said "we have had a reported that you have posted a date and photos on a suicide site " then mentioned it by name , they where ok but said they would rather visit me every day to make sure i was ok than be called to remove my body and have insisted i get help ! mental health authority rang me before they came but i never answered as unknown caller and not many people have my number ! So they rang them to ring me back when they left and told me to answer , so i`ve been on phone with them and now have to get assessed , all i need i`m shaking like a leaf now !
 
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airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
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Shit man! U should take those car photos away.
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
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Its a little scare thinking that someone are watching you but calm down nothing bad happened


I hope the people that are monitoring you knows how disturbing is what occurred to you after all in theory they are experts in mental health
 
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TheQ22

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Aug 17, 2020
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Is probably that someone who knows and cares about you (family, friend, etc) knows you're here and is monitoring you.

Can't see there being some Police / MI department watching for people who might hurt themselves then tracking them down by fair means or foul.
PS I'm in Yorkshire too - but I haven't used an email address connected to me, or my name, or a photo, or a user name I've ever used before, etc.

So if the cops turn up here I'll be amazed.
 
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TheSoundofTime

TheSoundofTime

In time you will find peace...
Aug 9, 2020
71
i`ve go a new date , before 3rd of September , i got rid of 20+ bin bags of clothes a while ago and left myself bare minimum with no winter gear , sold games consoles and tech stuff , got rid of all 95% of my possessions and my food cupboards have just had bare minimum , binned my dvd`s, players , tv`s etc and packed my year old 4k one up , bought storage boxes and labeled them as i`ve left my house , car and what`s left to my younger brother ,there will be nothing for him to sort just carry out .
tried selling my car and put it down in price a few times but it`s a bit of a specialist classic 25 years old that does 11mpg so no one wants it lol ,
If i dont come back on , as i haven't been on much lately , i thank you all for your input to this great community and hope you all find peace weather it be in recovery of what ever rout you take , good luck and take care , Love you all xx
Mate, take care of yourself in the way you understand it.....
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
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Good luck. I think it won't be much longer for me either. Sorry to see u go :("
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

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Is probably that someone who knows and cares about you (family, friend, etc) knows you're here and is monitoring you.

Can't see there being some Police / MI department watching for people who might hurt themselves then tracking them down by fair means or foul.
PS I'm in Yorkshire too - but I haven't used an email address connected to me, or my name, or a photo, or a user name I've ever used before, etc.

So if the cops turn up here I'll be amazed.
it`s very odd i know but i can assure you no one knows i`m on here and i have no friends , i`m a loner and lived on my own for 15 years
 
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inactive

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Jul 26, 2020
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That's scary as fuck and clearly the last thing you need at this time.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Wow, that's super creepy. Maybe lay low for a bit so they don't lock you up. Stay Safe, and don't give them a reason.
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
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it`s very odd i know but i can assure you no one knows i`m on here and i have no friends , i`m a loner and lived on my own for 15 years
Are you at home now ? alone again ?
 
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Leaving Logically

Member
Aug 1, 2020
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I could cheerfully choke to death any cocksucker I found out ratting people out on this site. Mind your own fucking business.
 
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SnowWhite

SnowWhite

Semi-Professional Disappointment
Jan 16, 2020
150
May your journey be peaceful and for the best :heart:
 
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LostandTired

LostandTired

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Jul 24, 2020
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Certainly think it's your posting of your car. As you said it's fairly unique. Sorry your plans have been complicated. Still wishing you pull through this hurdle.
 
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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

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Jun 4, 2020
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If I were up for the challenge (I used to love weird hunts like this) and lived close enough to be familiar with the area, I'd look up your car ads, find your contact info and then go from there. I'm going to bet that's what happened.

You must feel very conflicted now, not to mention trapped. I'm sorry :hug:
 
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less than

less than

not important
Jul 25, 2019
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I don't know what to say. It's all very strange. I wish you all the best and good luck whatever happens over the next few days. The worst thing which I can imagine would be involuntarily admitted to a mental hospital.
Hugs for you :hug::aw:
 
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Disco Biscuit

Specialist
Mar 1, 2020
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Hey Marcus, sorry that happened to you. Hope you're doing ok. ❤
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
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it`s very odd i know but i can assure you no one knows i`m on here and i have no friends , i`m a loner and lived on my own for 15 years
I don't have friends anymore either. Just been a loner mostly for the last 8 years or so. Just kinda doing everything on my own mainly. But now it's getting hard and I'm not coping well with the new normal. I can't deal with the restrictions and stress of this corona stuff. It's too depressing to watch the destruction of the country. I'm not prepared for when this stuff gets worse. They might do more lockdowns in the future and I could barely survive one.
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

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Mar 24, 2019
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Are you at home now ? alone again ?
yeah they never dragged me off, just spoke to me on the phone and "advised" i go to get assessed .
If I were up for the challenge (I used to love weird hunts like this) and lived close enough to be familiar with the area, I'd look up your car ads, find your contact info and then go from there. I'm going to bet that's what happened.

You must feel very conflicted now, not to mention trapped. I'm sorry :hug:
Yeah possibly , still means there is a snitch among us
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
yeah they never dragged me off, just spoke to me on the phone and "advised" i go to get assessed .

Yeah possibly , still means there is a snitch among us
I'm really happy for you. So you can decide for yourself what to do now.

At least something positive that night.


And for the person who called the police:

Do you really believe that you did something good today?

Can't you mind your own crap and have to play god?

He's responsible for life according to your understanding, so please don't interfere with him when he has planned something else with us.
 
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