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CantDoIt

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Jul 18, 2024
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I keep having this recurring thought when I want to ctb and it goes "don't do that, do you want to have to live that all over again ?" It's really weird as I know that it doesn't make sense and a lot of people here are convinced that death is just a void. Even most NDEs just say that you can rest or reincarnate, but some who died by suicide were told they would have to repeat their life up until that point. It's super strange I guess because I would like to have another go at redoing my life the correct way. Theoretically. So why is that a haunting thought to me?
 
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NaturalSelection

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NDE are not people that are dead and come back. Those people are the rare ones that expenrience consciousness after heart stop beating but the electrical activity of the brain still goes on. There are no people coming back from flat encephalogram. NDE are NEAR death experience not death experience. I see no reason to imagine there is an afterlife.
If god exist he is probably indiferent to us or worse he is the worse entity ever.
It's super strange I guess because I would like to have another go at redoing my life the correct way. Theoretically. So why is that a haunting thought to me?
it haunt u because death is terrifying and u want to have another shot with life but are not sure it is real that's all.
Just see a sub5 male and understand that god doesn't exist and that there is no sense in all this.
 
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Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
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Could you change the past to change your future perhaps....
 
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CantDoIt

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Could you change the past to change your future perhaps....
This is what I want to do, or would do if I could


So I don't in know why it's being repeated in my head like some sort of threat? Because I didn't like some aspects of my life up until now?
 
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req9619

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Aug 12, 2024
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what i think happens right after ur dead, u will go through all of ur life memories, when u were young until now. thats what ive always thought.
 
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Aprilfarewell4

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Apr 9, 2024
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If it's true that you have to repeat your life, I would find out sooner rather than later rather than guessing about it. If I have to do it again it wouldn't matter if I found out sooner or later anyway in imo. Only one way to know. I hope I can do it again. Another chance to not end up this way? A chance to do some really beautiful things that I got to before all of this? I would do it again.
 
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CantDoIt

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what i think happens right after ur dead, u will go through all of ur life memories, when u were young until now. thats what ive always thought.
People who experienced NDEs said they had a life review which went over the good and bad feelings they caused to others, but also that just went over whether or not they accomplished their goals
I guess this could somewhat be considered your life flashing before your eyes.
 
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Aprilfarewell4

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Have there been any people that flat line brain activity that came back and had good things to say? Somebody here earlier says nobody has died that far into brain death and come back.
 
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CantDoIt

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If it's true that you have to repeat your life, I would find out sooner rather than later rather than guessing about it. If I have to do it again it wouldn't matter if I found out sooner or later anyway in imo. Only one way to know. I hope I can do it again. Another chance to not end up this way? A chance to do some really beautiful things that I got to before all of this? I would do it again.
Yeah I mean I guess I worry I wouldn't have the intuition to be different. I don't want to suffer thru this whole life that I'm not enjoying though...it's insane, I would only redo it if I knew I could be better. Maybe if I didn't su then I would have a chance at a better time next to but that's such an insane thought to have I guess. Living just because maybe if you die at the "right" time it'll mean you have a better life next time??? Wtf
 
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Aprilfarewell4

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Yeah I mean I guess I worry I wouldn't have the intuition to be different. I don't want to suffer thru this whole life that I'm not enjoying though...it's insane, I would only redo it if I knew I could be better. Maybe if I didn't su then I would have a chance at a better time next to but that's such an insane thought to have I guess. Living just because maybe if you die at the "right" time it'll mean you have a better life next time??? Wtf
I rather find out now than later. I can't do anything about the situation I've created for myself in this life so if there is another chance to do it, I'd rather get on to that. What's done here is done at least for me.
 
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GuessWhosBack

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Jul 15, 2024
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Absolutely distressing to think that death would start a perfect replay of my life 😂😭💥
 
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People who experienced NDEs said they had a life review which went over the good and bad feelings they caused to others, but also that just went over whether or not they accomplished their goals
I guess this could somewhat be considered your life flashing before your eyes.
I look forward to this actually
 
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Zhendou

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To be honest, I think that is possible for us to live life all over again. I have a lot of Deja Vu. It is as if I lived this life before. But it can also be my brain mistaking it with similar situations. Well, it does not hurt to hope that I can right past wrongs.
 
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CantDoIt

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Jul 18, 2024
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Have there been any people that flat line brain activity that came back and had good things to say? Somebody here earlier says nobody has died that far into brain death and come back.
I don't think people can be brought back with flatline brain activity but I have no clue really.
Absolutely distressing to think that death would start a perfect replay of my life 😂😭💥
Yeah I know, I think it's implied it might go different the next time? At least I like to think it can.
To be honest, I think that is possible for us to live life all over again. I have a lot of Deja Vu. It is as if I lived this life before. But it can also be my brain mistaking it with similar situations. Well, it does not hurt to hope that I can right past wrongs.
I had a lot of deja vu when I was younger it's super weird but I don't have it quite as much anymore?
 
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