Weed Meltdown

[openBottomJeans]

Well .. last night my bestie broke my bong. Her and I were having a couple of drinks, and she lost grip of it and it fell, shattering the stem. It's "fixable" .. with some ingenuity and copper piping lol… I told her lots of times that it's okay, it's fixable, things happen..

She had a complete and utter meltdown regardless. Started stating she was just going to go to bed. that she was gonna just quit smoking. She started being passive aggressive towards people when we tried to problem solve .. her son and his friends originally were going to stay the night (we were gonna change their oil in the morning) but they got uncomfortable with the hysteria that was going on out front..so they left.

annnd because of all of this , bestie decided to polish off the rest of the bottle of vodka, get very drunk, puke, … finally I got her into bed around 2. I didn't get to bed til 4 am. I still got up at 7 and breakfast was ready by 9. She's still snoozing as of writing. It's about 10:30 now.

I guess I just wanted to vent a little bit.
I had no problem with it being broke. yes, it sucks, yes it's unfortunate , but it can be replaced / fixed.. here is to hoping she's in a better mood about it this morning!

Yesterday , I just got her a really nice jeep wrangler .. she was so upset she was like "I don't want the jeep anymore. Just bring it back. I don't deserve it."

Stuff like that just rubs me the wrong way. I know it was just in the moment thing and having a BPD meltdown .. But come on. You don't throw your clothes away if you lose your hat.

 

[weedbrain]

It sounds like she's going through something pretty bad. From personal experience, if you've lived your life thinking you're a fuck up and only burden others, your mental state gets pretty trashed when you mess up and cause someone else trouble and it's very difficult to snap out of it. Once I accidentally dealt a poker card poorly to my friend which resulted in the card showing, and it turns out his hand would've been pocket aces, and he was frustrated with that. It pretty much ruined my mental for the rest of the game. With time it may be easier to bring it up (if you think it's worth doing that) and reassure that it really wasn't a big deal.