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Apr 13, 2025
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but if you do it right, once is enough.

I've finished with my life. I see no reason to go on. The only fear stopping me is that of hell. Allah forgives so much; so why doesn't he forgive suicide?
 
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Aug 15, 2025
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Respectfully asking...

...If your god can't help you from being suicidal, why in TF do you even care if this same god forgives suicide or not?
 
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NoName_NoLife

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Are you afraid of the hell we have on earth? :pfff:
 
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I too am afraid of what happens in the afterlife if one commits suicide. I'm Jewish but try to read up what all the practices and religions have to say about suicides. Obviously all religions condemn suicide (mostly to hell or hell/horrible karma) but the more "modern" branches seem to be more understanding when it comes to someone's circumstances. On some level I'm more interested in what psychic mediums and astrologers have to say because they supposedly communicate with the dead. That too is all over the place. Western psychic mediums say that it's just like any other death and that you basically go to a different dimension just like everyone else and you'll stay in a "hospital" for a while to heal. My favorite Western astrologer says basically the same thing, but that your soul might vibrate at a lower frequency for a while. In Vedic astrology and the occult I think you have to relive your suicide over and over 🤯 until the day of your natural death. I have read a lot of Suicide NDE experinces as well. Most seem to be the same like any other NDE experiences, but since the suicide was not completed, I wonder if it counts.

I finally got interested in afterlife theology before the universe started to make all my worst fears come true and I feel like I'm being pushed to CBT by the universe itself. My favorite astrologer calls it "gangstalking" from the astrolevel and I think I had been experiencing that on some level ever since I could remember but am reaching a breaking point with physical health issues that turned me from and independent, functioning person into someone who's not even really human anymore. And things just keep getting worse as I attempt to heal on my own with the means I have because doctors aren't helping me at all.
 
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