Discussion Watching suicide videos as a form of comfort/motivator

[Liebestod]

Am I the only one that does this? Just curious. I find the videos liberating at times.

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I don't really have access to them, I've watched some, sn and another exit bag one. The exit bag wasn't complete and I didn't see them die. The sn I watched one of them fully and she seemed very peaceful when she finally died. It's reassuring, seeing their death. Like the same thing will happen to you once you decide to go. So in that sense I guess it is liberating, yeah.

 

[Liebestod]

I don't really have access to them, I've watched some, sn and another exit bag one. The exit bag wasn't complete and I didn't see them die. The sn I watched one of them fully and she seemed very peaceful when she finally died. It's reassuring, seeing their death. Like the same thing will happen to you once you decide to go. So in that sense I guess it is liberating, yeah.

I usually watched ones where firearms were involved but I have seen some with hanging. With firearms it just happens in the blink of an eye, something about that man idk, it's like ultimate peace. Kind of reassuring imo.

 

[nothingbutyou]

where can i watch them ?

 

[Liebestod]

where can i watch them ?

If you want to

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[hmnow]

I watch them in terms of leaning what will work for me. When it's done properly it seems to be very fast. And the failures appear to be the wrong type of rope or a bed sheet used instead of a thinner rope

 

[tapetum_lucidum]

I'm too scared to watch this type of video lol. A friend showed me Ronnie McNutt's video in high school and it's stuck with me and i hate having that image in my head so i haven't seeked out anything even remotely similar. I feel like it would just scare me off of ctb

 

[Pale_Rider]

Yes. I did that for a while. Occasionally I still do it. In fact that's how I found myself on the road to sasu. My memories of committing suicide were blocked along with others for almost a decade. When they did come back I was compelled to do research. Watching people commit suicide was part of that. Trying to recover memories is still the other side of that. Now I mostly just studied methods, and how people fail, so when, and if I do again I hopefully won't fail.