Venting Wasted potential

[lostinthecha0s]

In many ways I know I'm talented and skilled. I can teach myself something new in a matter of days. But I can't hold down a job unless the work environment is so toxic everyone else jumps ship, I just find the torment something I deserve. I feel like a waste of money for my boyfriend since he's the main breadwinner in our household. He works overtime at his skeleton crew hospital pharmacy only to come home to me making some useless trinket or some new my little pony plush I've made. I feel like such a burden on his life even if he says otherwise.

I just wish there was a place for people like me in society.