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lostinthecha0s

lostinthecha0s

Borrowed time.
Jul 29, 2026
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In many ways I know I'm talented and skilled. I can teach myself something new in a matter of days. But I can't hold down a job unless the work environment is so toxic everyone else jumps ship, I just find the torment something I deserve. I feel like a waste of money for my boyfriend since he's the main breadwinner in our household. He works overtime at his skeleton crew hospital pharmacy only to come home to me making some useless trinket or some new my little pony plush I've made. I feel like such a burden on his life even if he says otherwise.

I just wish there was a place for people like me in society.
 
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Idkanymore_57

Idkanymore_57

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Aug 13, 2026
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Yeah. For me ADHD fucked me over and I cant get meds because they are expensive here.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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In many ways I know I'm talented and skilled. I can teach myself something new in a matter of days. But I can't hold down a job unless the work environment is so toxic everyone else jumps ship, I just find the torment something I deserve. I feel like a waste of money for my boyfriend since he's the main breadwinner in our household. He works overtime at his skeleton crew hospital pharmacy only to come home to me making some useless trinket or some new my little pony plush I've made. I feel like such a burden on his life even if he says otherwise.

I just wish there was a place for people like me in society.
May be you can earn a usable skill and freelance that skill individually to earn. If you can learn high ticket sales, that's something fast. I have heard even real estate has good money..
 

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