Cry Baby <3
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- May 16, 2025
- 18
Rn I'm in my twenties but I feel like I my development has stopped at the age of like 13, cause I havent really changed too much since then. Is that because since about 4th grade many grown ups around me were saying that I was so mature for my age and would talk to me like to an adult more than like to a child? Could it be considered grooming?
Since I was little, I been worrying 'bout stuff that wouldnt even cross the minds of other kids I knew, like money, terrorists, wars etc., and now I suspect it mightve been wrong that no one told me that I shouldnt think 'bout all that stuff cause I was a kid. I mean, adults would tell me not to worry but it was in a way they would tell it to a peer I feel like.
Now my mama says I'm immature and shouldnt love for example My Little Pony, Disney animations and other things I care about. Shes so worried 'bout me and thinks Im kinda dumb (shes right with that one tho).
Its one of my reasons to ctb - Im stuck in developing body with a mind of a 13 year old. My brain doesnt function properly in so many ways and this is just one of them, tho very difficult to live with.
Could it be that I was groomed? I dont like thinking 'bout myself in the category of a victim but maybe Im onto sth with this one??? I might just be delusional so please tell me if thats the case.
Anyways, thanks for taking your time to read this, have a good one <3
Since I was little, I been worrying 'bout stuff that wouldnt even cross the minds of other kids I knew, like money, terrorists, wars etc., and now I suspect it mightve been wrong that no one told me that I shouldnt think 'bout all that stuff cause I was a kid. I mean, adults would tell me not to worry but it was in a way they would tell it to a peer I feel like.
Now my mama says I'm immature and shouldnt love for example My Little Pony, Disney animations and other things I care about. Shes so worried 'bout me and thinks Im kinda dumb (shes right with that one tho).
Its one of my reasons to ctb - Im stuck in developing body with a mind of a 13 year old. My brain doesnt function properly in so many ways and this is just one of them, tho very difficult to live with.
Could it be that I was groomed? I dont like thinking 'bout myself in the category of a victim but maybe Im onto sth with this one??? I might just be delusional so please tell me if thats the case.
Anyways, thanks for taking your time to read this, have a good one <3
