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Ben 111

Ben 111

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To me the purpose of life is to remember who you TRULY are...most ppl will identify with their names,, personality and so on.but if you strip all of that out what do remain with??
 
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LongJacks

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Feb 17, 2026
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Ik this sounds very dumb... but is like... after you die, you live again in your best memories only? Without you even being aware? Like if I dropped dead right now I kinda wish I would live in my own best and prefered memories forever *Experiencing the best moments over and over again*
 
Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
201
Pure infinite consciousness/ awareness
 
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LongJacks

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Pure infinite consciousness/ awareness
I don't have a lot of great memories or times don't get me wrong... I've mostly had bad memories... but I had a few years of my life which were so full of bliss that I would do anything to return to them, I felt joy, being innocent, playing a video game felt like I was in the game, going outside felt like an adventure... nowadays I can barely feel anything...
 
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ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
They say that after dying the brain remain still alive for 30 seconds to 36 hours.
 
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Ben 111

Ben 111

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Apr 29, 2026
201
Anyone here ever felt like life is a serious game..i mean i've always felt like non of this is real
I don't have a lot of great memories or times don't get me wrong... I've mostly had bad memories... but I had a few years of my life which were so full of bliss that I would do anything to return to them, I felt joy, being innocent, playing a video game felt like I was in the game, going outside felt like an adventure... nowadays I can barely feel anything...
They say that after dying the brain remain still alive for 30 seconds to 36 hours.
36 hours 😂😂thats propaganda
I don't have a lot of great memories or times don't get me wrong... I've mostly had bad memories... but I had a few years of my life which were so full of bliss that I would do anything to return to them, I felt joy, being innocent, playing a video game felt like I was in the game, going outside felt like an adventure... nowadays I can barely feel anything...
How old are you
 
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LongJacks

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They say that after dying the brain remain still alive for 30 seconds to 36 hours.
I've heard of something like that and the brain will kind of let you see your best moments or something
 
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ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
Anyone here ever felt like life is a serious game..i mean i've always felt like non of this is real


36 hours 😂😂thats propaganda

How old are you
I felt this me too, we are like in a videogame.
 
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LongJacks

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Anyone here ever felt like life is a serious game..i mean i've always felt like non of this is real


36 hours 😂😂thats propaganda

How old are you
The Matrix? Like we're living in a simulation? It's possible but I believe that something far greater than us controls us or our destiny (Similar to a simulation I guess)

I'm 23 years old, ik I'm young but my life went to shit pretty quick and adulthood hit me hard
 
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ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
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I've heard of something like that and the brain will kind of let you see your best moments or something
Yes, this is why the brain remains alive, and everything pass so fast that it seemed like they was only 5 seconds.
 
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Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
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The Matrix? Like we're living in a simulation? It's possible but I believe that something far greater than us controls us or our destiny (Similar to a simulation I guess)

I'm 23 years old, ik I'm young but my life went to shit pretty quick and adulthood hit me hard
Ur not alone
 
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ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
The Matrix? Like we're living in a simulation? It's possible but I believe that something far greater than us controls us or our destiny (Similar to a simulation I guess)

I'm 23 years old, ik I'm young but my life went to shit pretty quick and adulthood hit me hard
Me too same thing we also share same old age.
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
600
Did you survive your attempt?
 
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Leonard_Bangley39

I am a rock. I am an island
Nov 6, 2025
358
oh i just know this thread is gonna be a fun read
 
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LongJacks

Student
Feb 17, 2026
165
Ur not alone
Thanks y'all, Ik there are others in worse situations than mine, life sucks... I'm very tired even doing simple chores feel like a mountainous task, I found solace in this place I can be real with myself the real world is cruel unfortunately
Me too same thing we also share same old age.
🫂 Hugs brother or sister
 
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Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
201
Yeah life is not worth it
 
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LongJacks

Student
Feb 17, 2026
165
Yeah life is not worth it
That's what I say... you go through all that shit to just die and be forgotten, what's the point of this cruel joke? If god or whomever exists, why does he let this suffering? Cancer on kids, rape, genocide, tragedies, abuse? It's like a really really bad joke
 
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HNR_

Can't CTB (yet) bc of the heat and some bs...
May 21, 2026
112
Huh, I get that there's no way for us to know how things work but I heard that we had more of a choice between reincarnating or not after CTB which does sound more logical and fair so I'm not sure warning people over this really makes a lot of sense since opinions and first hand accounts from people that got resuscitated vary quite a lot
 
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Rick&Morty1

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Jun 4, 2026
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But Ben said also that we born with the same coscience so it means the same personality of the previous life.
Nah bro when you reincarnate you can reincarnate as a woman after having previously been a man and you can reincarnate in a different country and into a different race while speaking a different language So no by the human definition it's definitely not the same personality even though it's the same soul or higher self.
 
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ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
417
They say that after dying the brain remain still alive for 30 seconds to 36 hours.
It's like a black box of an airplane.
Nah bro when you reincarnate you can reincarnate as a woman after having previously been a man and you can reincarnate in a different country and into a different race while speaking a different language So no by the human definition it's definitely not the same personality even though it's the same soul or higher self.
Everything is possible.
 
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Rick&Morty1

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Jun 4, 2026
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I do not trust Monroe a bit.... The Monroe Institute either.
There's no reason for you not to trust them they're not trying to conspire against you I mean why would they?! Also the whole soul trap idea is just way too conspiratorial things are bad enough on earth we don't need to add an extra layer of powerlessness to the experience lol
 
User8

User8

Life is short. Make it shorter
Jul 13, 2024
58
There's no reason for you not to trust them they're not trying to conspire against you I mean why would they?! Also the whole soul trap idea is just way too conspiratorial things are bad enough on earth we don't need to add an extra layer of powerlessness to the experience lol
I am in my 50s, and I have been researching the truth for over 25 years, been in many stages. Why would they conspire against you? Because they are all freemasons, yes all of them, because they work together by means of collaborations, because they never point out the most obvious evil nature of this world, because they get you to accept this reality, because the new age movement is a psy-op, etc etc. Please do not believe me. Seems like you might have an emotional bond with them, all good, I do not have a problem with that, and I do not intend to convert you into anything.
 
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LongJacks

Student
Feb 17, 2026
165
I am in my 50s, and I have been researching the truth for over 25 years, been in many stages. Why would they conspire against you? Because they are all freemasons, yes all of them, because they work together by means of collaborations, because they never point out the most obvious evil nature of this world, because they get you to accept this reality, because the new age movement is a psy-op, etc etc. Please do not believe me. Seems like you might have an emotional bond with them, all good, I do not have a problem with that, and I do not intend to convert you into anything.
All for sure is that a higher elite group exists 100%, either it be freemasons, the government or someone else it exists for sure, the freemasons are a pillar for them imo, even the church is connected for sure
 
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Rick&Morty1

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Jun 4, 2026
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I am in my 50s, and I have been researching the truth for over 25 years, been in many stages. Why would they conspire against you? Because they are all freemasons, yes all of them, because they work together by means of collaborations, because they never point out the most obvious evil nature of this world, because they get you to accept this reality, because the new age movement is a psy-op, etc etc. Please do not believe me. Seems like you might have an emotional bond with them, all good, I do not have a problem with that, and I do not intend to convert you into anything.
There's no converting anyone into anything you're free to believe what you want but freemasons like really?! Freemasonry is barely a secret at all I mean it's literally a publicly known organization and it has been for most of it's history and it's linked to just abt every single conspiracy on earth which is not very credible if u think abt it nd I don't see why ppl who do astral projection would have anything to do with freemasonry lol (like wouldn't they be forced to reincarnate as well!) also if u think u figured out the "truth" just cuz u subscribe to the soul trap theory then u might wanna reconsider like have u stopped to think if these archons or whatever are so powerful they can force u to reincarnate why do u think beating them is just as easy as avoiding the "light"?! Again that's just me saying, you're absolutely entitled to hold that pov if u want.
 
User8

User8

Life is short. Make it shorter
Jul 13, 2024
58
You are making false assumptions, you are visibly emotionally manipulated by the Monroes and those good Samaritans whom you protect, like the Stockholm syndrome.

The only thing I have figured out is that there is no truth here. Destroying my opponent is an option, as I keep all options opened since I have no clue what's going to happen to me when Ieave my body, it's all hypothesis no matter how you want to see it. The only clue I have is the statement of my mother when she entered a coma and the day she woke up she told her experience, not something I have learned online. The beautiful existence that you seem to be subscribed to does not apply to me. The astral is still hell realm as far as I am concerned, not the destination, it is still a very manipulated place, you are not out just because you are out of the body. Honestly, you seem heavily manipulated by those new age gurus. Females love new age, rainbows, butterflies and unicorns... These Monroes are obviously full of shit, they are not there for you to break free.

OK now, keep going if you want. I am done with you. You can have the last word, I will not quote you anymore since I think you are headed in the wrong direction.
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
325
No you won't be able to remember any of your previous lives..yull have another body and difference life circumstances but the same consciousness
Will I remember everything after death? Is it possible to recover everything now?
 

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