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fishlover

fishlover

in the end, nothing matters
Sep 17, 2023
172
at times i find myself wanting things so viscerally- wanting to be pretty, wanting to be loved, wanting to be happy. i cry and i stress and i get so angry and bitter and frustrated that i have none of these things that i so desperately want. and then i look at myself, at everything, and realize that it doesnt matter anyway. i will never have these things. they are things that i was never meant to have. i will live a brief moment then die regardless, and wether i ever had these things or not wont matter in the tides of the universe. realizing this also makes me sad.. but i have to accept it. death wont bring me happiness but itll bring me relief. my existence is pathetic.
 
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Enlighten

Enlighten

I am here for you
Sep 29, 2023
309
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. You matter and deserve to be happy. If you want to talk, feel free to dm me.
 
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