Venting Wanting to have a terminal illness

[nonliv]

I wish I was terminally ill all the time. I've always liked hospitals, I've been a few times for small things and 4 times in the psychiatric hospital. You don't have to think about anything besides waking up when you're in a hospital. All the food is made for you, there's staff to help and it's the one time I feel like I can stop worrying about life. I wish I could stay in a hospital long term, but I have yet to really do anything to achieve that. I've always had a plan of cutting myself to the point where I lose alot of blood and the cut is deep, but I've only ever gotten stiches once and it wasn't a dangerous wound even, but I digress. I want to be taken care of is the bottom line of what I'm saying

 

[Abyss Dweller]

Is only being a patient at a hospital that you like? Cause if by any chance its not just that then you always have the option to try to work at one and then you can go every day :D

 

[nonliv]

Is only being a patient at a hospital that you like? Cause if by any chance its not just that then you always have the option to try to work at one and then you can go every day :D

That be pretty cool, but sadly I am in no way smart enough for the medical field, but thank you ♡

 

[Abyss Dweller]

That be pretty cool, but sadly I am in no way smart enough for the medical field, but thank you ♡

Is that the truth or are you being hard on yourself? I'm 100% you are being hard on yourself. I'm like that too. I can SENSE these things :D

 

[dontletthembribeyou]

That be pretty cool, but sadly I am in no way smart enough for the medical field, but thank you ♡

If you just have basic empathy you'll have a lot of medical professionals beat LOL
IK what you mean though, it's so much schooling

 

[Nood1eN0se]

Going to doctors and being in and out of hospitals isnt all its cracked up to be, I understand you want to get taken care of, but chronic/terminal illness is almost never painless. It can be humiliating aswell. And often times it doesnt even kill you, you just suffer indefinitely.