My family cares a lot for me today. But, they weren't this way. They were abusive, negligent, gaslighting me for years.
Now even though they have changed I remember all the old things and want to go far far away and never see them.
Back during my bad times they gaslighted me and criticised me and blamed me for my mental problems, as a result I shared my problems with outsiders like classmates and almost everyone who I thought would hear me, but they made fun of me and used that against me. I ended up becoming a laughing stock . I feel so embarrassed for pouring my heart to other people like that.
Now even though they have changed I remember all the old things and want to go far far away and never see them.
Back during my bad times they gaslighted me and criticised me and blamed me for my mental problems, as a result I shared my problems with outsiders like classmates and almost everyone who I thought would hear me, but they made fun of me and used that against me. I ended up becoming a laughing stock . I feel so embarrassed for pouring my heart to other people like that.
