PropaneOctane
( ദ്ദി ˙ᗜ˙ )
- Oct 10, 2023
- 41
i've been having cycles of passively wanting to do it and wanting to actually go with it that are just getting worse and worse.
but i have 5 complicated art commissions to fully clear my queue and having to finish all of them while feeling like this is insanity.
the feelings are strong but the fear of leaving my clients hanging (hehe) is even stronger.
getting money + having a reason to force myself to stay = ...yippee?
idk man guess i'll have to handle this once more just like the other times i've done. guess i can get used to the pain.
but i have 5 complicated art commissions to fully clear my queue and having to finish all of them while feeling like this is insanity.
the feelings are strong but the fear of leaving my clients hanging (hehe) is even stronger.
getting money + having a reason to force myself to stay = ...yippee?
idk man guess i'll have to handle this once more just like the other times i've done. guess i can get used to the pain.
