LilGhost
Shark
- Apr 8, 2026
- 48
Pretty much self explanatory. I have few things I need to do before I ctb. Finish my farewell gifts, clean my room, give my clothes away, finish hollow knight and finish the ctb letters.
I want to spend more time with my friends before im gone. Like.... I feel lonely. I want to tell hangout, go to aquarium, do fun shit. But we had our exams recently and we dont have classes together. I asked one of my friends to hang out three different times, but nothing had happened. I understand that they dont do it malicious, thinking we have whole summer before next semester, thinking that i feel better... But i will be gone in next two weeks hopefully. Idk, I just feel sad that my last memories will be me crocheting alone.
I also fear that they will feel guilt or sad for not spending more time with me before my departure and I want them to let me go with light hearts. I fear i will end up having to leave the plushies in front of their doors not even seeing their faces in the last time (as I dont wanna force them to see me when they for example feel overstimulated)
I want to spend more time with my friends before im gone. Like.... I feel lonely. I want to tell hangout, go to aquarium, do fun shit. But we had our exams recently and we dont have classes together. I asked one of my friends to hang out three different times, but nothing had happened. I understand that they dont do it malicious, thinking we have whole summer before next semester, thinking that i feel better... But i will be gone in next two weeks hopefully. Idk, I just feel sad that my last memories will be me crocheting alone.
I also fear that they will feel guilt or sad for not spending more time with me before my departure and I want them to let me go with light hearts. I fear i will end up having to leave the plushies in front of their doors not even seeing their faces in the last time (as I dont wanna force them to see me when they for example feel overstimulated)
