Method wanna drown in my local beach, tips?

[FutureHanger]

I wanna drown as my ctb method, my local beach the only place deep enough as I'm 6'2 and its max depth is 3.7m so it's basically twice my height but the problem is the deeper parts are far and ik this bc once as kids I went with my brother and friends like a couple feet into the beach's sea and still wasn't really that deep into it so I'm scared my SI will kick in before I walk close enough to the parts where it starts to get deep. This a bad idea? If not how do I overcome the glaring issue? Also I can't swim would this help as I'll be less likely to do anything from SI or is this worse since I won't get to the deep parts from just walking?

 

[Nymph]

This sounds like a very unreliable idea, do you plan on wearing weights? Otherwise your si will kick in no matter what and you'll try to stay afloat until you're so exhausted that you can't. It just sounds really iffy and also scary and painful

 

[stoiccactus]

Just kayak out and roll the boat over. If its frigid out, the hypothemia will get you long before the drowning