Wandering around aimlessly

[BlueMist96]

Does anyone else go for long, pointless walks? Pretty much every day I just wander around, sometimes for hours, walking to the same locations I always do. It just feels like if I stay in one place for too long I'll lose my mind.

 

[Unworthyhuman]

I used to drive around town and then gas got expensive. now I just go to the park and walk....get flooded with memories, think about jumping in front of the train, wish someone would just push me. sometimes I go hangout in the city where there is crime hoping someone will hurt me, often I pray for a shootout so I can stand in front of bullets....it's terrible.

 

[PanaxMan]

Does anyone else go for long, pointless walks? Pretty much every day I just wander around, sometimes for hours, walking to the same locations I always do. It just feels like if I stay in one place for too long I'll lose my mind.

I'm basically doing that right now (I'm homeless) but I plan to stop to conserve stamina as I'm also doing water fasting (vsed) until death.

 

[hurts2b]

Sometimes... when I manage to leave the house. But I don't have a strong will to do much of anything.

 

[Dejected 55]

I try not to walk too far... partly for health reasons when I was weak and not sure I wouldn't pass out... but mostly because when walking all I have time to do is think... and I think about all the worst things. Walking and exercise in general serve only to focus my mind on all the problems. It's not at all relaxing for me to go for a walk even when the weather is good and there is pretty scenery to take in... it's a literal exercise in futility for me.