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mossmoth

mossmoth

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Mar 30, 2025
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I can't access hrt now. I'm going insane, stuck in this little country. I can't access its public health system so i can't transition. I have to wait to move back to the states. waiting is driving me crazy. minimum 1 1/2 years until i move back to the states.

sometimes it feels like i can't do it. i can't wait this long. i don't know, i'm tired. idk why im writing this.

yes, i am an adult, i am 19. i just cannot use the public healthcare system in an eu country.
 
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EmptyBottle

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Maybe you could visit other countries sooner, or do DIY ('lavender dot coffee' seems to have resources on DIY transitioning)
 
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mossmoth

mossmoth

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Maybe you could visit other countries sooner, or do DIY ('lavender dot coffee' seems to have resources on DIY transitioning)
"lavender dot coffee"? i cant find anything
 
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hippiedeath

hippiedeath

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Jul 12, 2025
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Definitely emigrate to the States. We've been committing slow suicide for decades. More opportunities to ctb here. Just don't move to New York. Too many rules and regulations there. I would say California is out too.
 
EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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"lavender dot coffee"? i cant find anything

(lavender.earth was the site, it linked to this... now lavender.earth is down)
 
mossmoth

mossmoth

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Mar 30, 2025
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Definitely emigrate to the States. We've been committing slow suicide for decades. More opportunities to ctb here. Just don't move to New York. Too many rules and regulations there. I would say California is out too.
I'm American lol. I've lived in 6 different states and now Italy.
 
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mossmoth

mossmoth

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Mar 30, 2025
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update on this- starting private telehealth for hrt. if that fails i'm going full diy. if THAT doesn't work im just straight up ctb
 
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