Venting Waiting on the SN purchase to no longer be pending

[TealBunny]

I recently bought SN, 500 g and Im just waiting on for it to come, said on november 15th so im hoping for it to come around. Been mostly just non directly letting what few online friends(?) know so they dont think I went missing, thats the one thing i really worry about as well as my parents sometimes.

I feel so alone the past months, I cant remember anything anymore honestly I can barely remember my own name or anything at this point. Im not sure why but there's people who know me but dont like me, they said I did things I dont remember. I feel like im missing people who I used to have in my life, it feels like nobody knows who I am, I cant figure out my own name or why I dont recognize my own face. I feel so tired scared and alone sometimes, I hate that im going to die alone without even knowing my name or why I dont recognize my face, im so tired.

 

[daruino]

It sounds like you're dealing with a lot. :( I wish you the best

 

[TealBunny]

pmo they canceled on me ill have to try again with maybe the college mailing address, its gonna have a fee but it is what it is

 

[Blue&Grey]

pmo they canceled on me ill have to try again with maybe the college mailing address, its gonna have a fee but it is what it is

Please take care as well read this as well and have all the data about SN if i am not wrong stay safe and whatever you decide i hope you feel better, we are here for you - Text on here to read about SN.

 

[TealBunny]

Please take care as well read this as well and have all the data about SN if i am not wrong stay safe and whatever you decide i hope you feel better, we are here for you - Text on here to read about SN.

I look at that thread/post a lot!! Its part of why im choosing SN as my method (or at the very least something to have just incase) the only problem im having is getting my hands on it since im in the USA

 

[elletaber45]

I look at that thread/post a lot!! Its part of why im choosing SN as my method (or at the very least something to have just incase) the only problem im having is getting my hands on it since im in the USA

Hi Teal,

Would you mind PM'ing me where you were able to purchase the SN from? I would really appreciate it. Thanks.

 

[TealBunny]

Hi Teal,

Would you mind PM'ing me where you were able to purchase the SN from? I would really appreciate it. Thanks.

They canceled on me weeks later since it was a home adress or something, I didnt get the sn unfortunately and ir fucked up my timeliness of when I could commit

 

[ICantFixThis]

They canceled on me weeks later since it was a home adress or something, I didnt get the sn unfortunately and ir fucked up my timeliness of when I could commit

that sucks, sorry to hear