Ashes of a Dreamer
Looking for freedom out of this hell
- Dec 29, 2024
- 161
In a few minutes, I'll hopefully be gone. I'm preparing the SN, the only thing that lasts to finish the protocol, which included antiemetics, betabloquer, painkiller and antiacid, according to PPH and Stan's Guide.
I should have ctb on last semester, but I was discovered by my parents, and had to postpone things for a while. Anyway, here I am, afraid but certain of my decision. Idk what comes next, but I hope it'll be more peaceful than my shitty life.
For the ones of this forum, this space is gold, I ever felt I don't belong, and here I found a lot of messages that resonates with my thoughts and feelings towards this chaotic world. You brought me comfort and inspiration, showing me that I wasn't alone at all, even though this was something that accompanied me irl. Not saying that you should follow my steps, only that it's an individual decision (difficult one, btw, I lasted more than 30y to make it).
Bye,
Ashes of a Dreamer.
I should have ctb on last semester, but I was discovered by my parents, and had to postpone things for a while. Anyway, here I am, afraid but certain of my decision. Idk what comes next, but I hope it'll be more peaceful than my shitty life.
For the ones of this forum, this space is gold, I ever felt I don't belong, and here I found a lot of messages that resonates with my thoughts and feelings towards this chaotic world. You brought me comfort and inspiration, showing me that I wasn't alone at all, even though this was something that accompanied me irl. Not saying that you should follow my steps, only that it's an individual decision (difficult one, btw, I lasted more than 30y to make it).
Bye,
Ashes of a Dreamer.
