Waiting for death

[Liebestod]

I'm completely torn between ending my life and being patient. I really don't care about anything, I'm just done with it all. I'm at a point where I don't mind being homeless and dying of starvation and dehydration. It's at a point where I've completely let go. I don't want to work I don't want to go back to school. I will actually leave my house and go live on the streets and be homeless than go back to school or work. One day I'll be dead and when I'm dead I won't even know it. Death is inevitable in fact it is the only inevitable thing in life. There is already a point in time in which I'm dead. The future me is already dead. The result is the same, suicide or not. I will be dead one day. I literally have nothing, no one. And that fact has been kicking my ass. I'm serious when I say I really don't care about anything, I'm just done with it all. I've completely let go. I'm apathetic, indifferent, and narcissistic all at the same time.

 

[Hollowman]

Very relatable but there's far faster ways to go than starvation/dehydration.

 

[chaoschuckler]

I attempted suicide by starvation and it's not that easy, ur instincts will force u to eat something and death keep getting postponed

 

[Chronical_Suicidal]

Same here, you're not alone in this path. Life seems completelly pointless, and nothing stays forever, unless depression.

 

[cluefixphantom]

We are all here simply because two people reproduced. That's all. Everything is meaningless, and it wouldn't be so bad if everything died out soon. The whole planet is unnecessary. Suffering is always created by those who reproduce and it's sad for the victims who have to go through it, and sad for those who feel empathy.