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dogemn

dogemn

to exist is to be caught in the greatest nonsense
May 30, 2023
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I've been told I have a good chance of getting ketamine therapy soon, but but it's gonna be in like 2 weeks or so and just one day is unbearable enough for me that I can't imagine 2 weeks. I have a hard time deciding whether to wait it out or CTB in the coming days.
 
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unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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I'm sorry to hear that you're suffering so much, but if you have good chances to get ketamine soon, I'll suggest you to wait if you can. I'd like to test it but in my country it doesn't seem available and it's a controversial drug here in France.

Could you take some benzos during the next 2 weeks ? Benzos really helps for my anxiety and it could help you cope until you get ketamine. Otherwise, could you insist and tell to your doctor that you cannot wait because of your intense suffering ? I wish you peace whatever you decide.
 
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nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
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if you decide it will be easier to bear with the feelings.
i think ketamine sounds fun
 
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Mar 13, 2026
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I've been told I have a good chance of getting ketamine therapy soon, but but it's gonna be in like 2 weeks or so and just one day is unbearable enough for me that I can't imagine 2 weeks. I have a hard time deciding whether to wait it out or CTB in the coming days.
I've taken ketamine therapy. I hope you have a good experience.
 
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synthetic_suicide

synthetic_suicide

Heaven's Gate Away Team
Feb 11, 2024
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I've been told I have a good chance of getting ketamine therapy soon, but but it's gonna be in like 2 weeks or so and just one day is unbearable enough for me that I can't imagine 2 weeks. I have a hard time deciding whether to wait it out or CTB in the coming days.
Wait for it. I had 3 sessions out of 8 and I am already feeling considerably better. Give yourself this chance.
 
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NZkiwi

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Sep 17, 2019
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I've been told I have a good chance of getting ketamine therapy soon, but but it's gonna be in like 2 weeks or so and just one day is unbearable enough for me that I can't imagine 2 weeks. I have a hard time deciding whether to wait it out or CTB in the coming days.
oh dude wait for ketamine for sure

im a little envious ngl
 
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cctt23

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Aug 21, 2026
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ive heard great things about k therapy. i think you should wait and see
 
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