(Vote please 🙏) Would you rather die tonight in your sleep or win 100 million in the lottery?

[Dr Iron Arc]

As much as I'd love to die tonight, I'm unfortunately not ready yet. I still have lots of notes and other things to prepare. I'll take the cash, then quit my job so I could focus all on those preparations as well as other ways of spoiling myself before I go.

 

[iloveyouihateyou]

i'll win the millions, spend it all on materialistic shit and drugs, get bored of everything, and use the last of my money to ctb. this is a win win situation

 

[daysnumbered]

At this current moment, I rather die in my sleep. I just do not care about anything right now.

 

[Pluto]

 

[Defenestration]

Up

 

[AngelTears]

Like 70% of my problems are money-based. But that other 30% really makes that 70 seem insignificant sometimes.

But with 100m I could change so many lives. I think I could put a lot of smiles in people's faces... I don't even want them to know it was me tbh. It just hurts to see someone suffer and not being able to do anything. It hurts.

I'd also would have so much more time to fix my issues and become a better person.

I don't really want to die, I just have to at the moment.

 

[broth0100]

Honestly my problem w just dying in my sleep is that nobody would kno that i was in mental pain and that death was actually my preference lol. So i guess id take the money and use it to access better resources for ctb

 

[DOHARDTHINGS24]

Die in my sleep. Hands down.
Apologies for OT, but I laugh every time I see your name & avatar. I couldn't do it (I'm catching the SN bus) but defenestrate & yeet are 2 of my favourite words - I don't know why but they really tickle my fancy. Apologies too if that's offensive.
(Can you tell I'm too fucking scared to offend anyone about anything, anymore???? )

 

[Defenestration]

Je mourrai dans mon sommeil. Sans hésiter.
Désolé pour le dépassement, mais je ris à chaque fois que je vois ton nom et ton avatar. Je n'ai pas pu le faire (je prends le bus SN) mais defenestrate et yeet sont deux de mes mots préférés - je ne sais pas pourquoi mais ils me font vraiment plaisir. Mes excuses aussi si c'est offensant.
(Peux-tu dire que j'ai trop peur d'offenser qui que ce soit à propos de quoi que ce soit, désormais ??? )

No thanks it's cool

 

[Defenestration]

Up thanks for vote

 

[SteamaHorns]

Getting to die in my sleep is very tempting but I know some people who struggle financially and would feel happy about solving their issues. I could also gift the remaining money to the people I had cherished the most as well. Not entirely sure if having a sum of money even that large would be able to solve my problems, but it could at the very least give me some sense of meaning before I pass.

 

[Defenestration]

Other votes?

 

[Anonymousa]

I might actually take the 100 million cus I could escape my family and maybe be able to recover and that I don't know if after death is non-existence (I would prefer it to be this way but scared of having regrets in the after-life.) If I don't get better tho I would have much easier access to methods so there won't be much regrets about not choosing to die.

 

[sximii]

Win the lottery, donate and help people all over the world as much as I can. Leave some money to buy SN or a gun and then die

 

[hereornot]

Come on @Defenestration , that way you make it difficult.

 

[human909]

win 100 million cause then i can still help a bunch of people with that money by giving it away to random people i don't know, and also still catch the bus at the end.

 

[LostLily]

Take the money and if still want to CTB, donate it and CTB anyway.

 

[Defenestration]

Allez @Defenestration , de cette façon vous rendez les choses difficiles.

???

 

[itriedinthislife2]

Win the 100 million, leave 99.99 million to friends and family. Use the other 0.01 million to get some Nembutal.

legendary
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You are generous.
But die in sleep is better without suffer IS better than N...true N difficult to have...
and you have to wait a long Time to get it

i got a solution, get a handgun and stop circle jerking around N
get the money, use some of it for msyelf see how i feel and use the money to help my mental health (suicidal people whose start families for the love of god) and than give a good amount to my family if im still well.. rich and miserable and than take myself out with the good old hangun, american way to go lol

will that ever happen? probably not? relaisitcally id have to grind myself out of the hole im in? do i want to? eh, sorta? some hope left with the people i have in my life. they give me some reason to live

 

[SleepyWoodlands]

Definitely the 100 millions in the lottery if we assume there's no catch.
I would use a majority of it to ensure my family and loved ones are set for generations, and having that sort of capital might help eliminate my main source of considering CTB. Should I consider CTB then I'll use that same money to pursue a peaceful passing.

There are still things in the world that I would like to experience and memories I would like to make with those close to me. The money would tremendously help me feel at ease when I am ready to pass on.

 

[Anon7b8]

Thought about it, but too tired of life to even think 100 million would change things. It definitely would and make things better, but, a peaceful exit just by sleeping would be a chance too hard to pass these days.

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

I would set up a $90m trust fund for my kids, spend $9m on myself, and use the remaining $1m to travel to South America to find some N, or relocate to a country that provides euthanasia for mentally ill people.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I'd like to have some money for a change in this lifetime. It may just open some doors worth looking into and exploring. The option to ctb will remain available for when needed and probably easier to make happen.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Dying in my sleep would be preferential.

 

[coolgal82]

fuck thats a hard one

if i had that much i could go have some fun before i died and save some to get a good death method

but itd still be harder than just dying in my sleep

 

[beseechgod]

I would choose the money and give it to my loved ones so they don't have to financially struggle anymore in life, then I would ctb anyway lol.

 

[wiggy]

You can do a lot of good with 100 million. If the caveat was that you could only spend it on yourself, then I think I'd still take a blissful death.

 

[25jiyuki]

Even though I've been failed by the medical system my whole life, I would feel hopeful with the money to try a bit longer, to fix what's physically and mentally wrong with me. If that doesn't work, then I can buy Nembutal. Looks like a win-win.

 

[grapevoid]

I'd want to win the money, leave it for my family and just go ahead and ctb on my own. It would be worth it to handle it myself to leave my loved ones with the money. lol

 

[imsotired35]

Win the money. If it doesn't help I can cbt after. I can't still win the money if I'm already gone.